He was acting very sketchy and had been so secretive lately. I wasn't doubting his loyalty I don't think so anyway, but I think it's something bad.
I woke up and stretched out, Jake was still asleep next to me. I rolled over and he wrapped his arms around me sleepily. "Morning." He mumbled into my hair kissing my head. "Morning." I mumbled back, taking advantage of the time that he was near me. Within seconds, his side of the bed was cold and he was gone. I wiped the falling tears off my cheeks and sniveled. I checked my social medias and headed downstairs. I made a coffee and drank it outside. Jake's lambo was gone again and he hadn't even said goodbye.
I decided to have a chill day at the house and get some admin work done. I didn't have any help since Nick left and the house was so quiet without Chance here anymore. The family was changing, but I believe it's for the better honestly. I got on with my emails for most of the day, Jake didn't come back until gone 10pm and he didn't come and see me. He came up to our room around 11.30ish. "Hey." He said nonchalantly. I frowned. "Hey? You've got to be kidding, you go all day without speaking to me? And 'hey' is what you have to offer? Fuck off." I almost laughed in disgust. "What the hell? I've been working." He said angrily. "There you go again priortising work over the people you claim to 'love' in your life again." Tears blurred my vision and he became a blob. "I'm not, my work puts the roof over your head, groceries in the fridge..." I cut him off. "We all pay our part in this house, it's not all you and its disgusting you even said that." I stormed into the bathroom and slammed the door.
Jake:
Y/N is being dramatic as always, she expects me to be here 24/7 and I'm not, because I have meetings, family, other people who sometimes will become a priority over her. I guess she's still adjusting to this crazy life, we were together in Ohio and tried long distance, but it wasn't working. When I went back to Ohio for Christmas, our families met up and we ended up getting back together- a complete shock to everyone bearing in mind we'd been split up for 5 months. She moved to L.A about 3 and half months ago and became a talent member on Team 10.
I know she struggles here alone sometimes, because everyone is always off doing their own thing. I think she becomes homesick a lot and misses everyone back home, because L.A is such a different life. I understand, but my work has to come first.
Y/N:
I could hear him breathing the other side of the door. "Can we talk?" He asked, I stood up and wiped my eyes with a tissue. "About what?" I said choking up again. "About this, please Y/N." His voice sounded tired and heartbroken. I nearly felt guilty, but I knew it wasn't just my fault.
I gave in and we sat on the bed, he sat opposite me and I looked into his blue eyes. "It's been hectic recently with Nick leaving and now Chance. Then there's the tour, I'm sorry, but I'm just flat out working. I need you to understand..." A sob escaped my lips. "You need me to understand? You must be joking Jake, I understand I'm not stupid. But, you don't seem to understand that I moved here for you...to make this relationship work on your end. You leave me here all day, I only know Chance & Anthony. Now only Anthony- and he's spending time with Rocky which I get. Don't get me wrong, everyone is so nice, but you expect me to force them to spend time with me. You're changing...you have changed. You are not the boy I fell head over heels for anymore Jake and I'm not sure I like the new you."
I watched his heart break through his eyes. "I'm sorry, I don't even know if that's the right thing to say." His voice became hoarse and full of emotion. "I'm sorry too, but I'm not sure I can do this anymore." It hated me to say it, but it was true- nothing was the same anymore. "I love you and I want to be with you. But, the balls in your court Y/N." He said my name sharply, yet he was being so calm. "I just need to see that you love me and want to be with me." A tear rolled down my face and he wiped it away as if on auto pilot. "I love you too." I said holding his hand up against my cheek. He leant forward and kissed me. "So lets make this thing work then." His eyes suddenly dazzled and were full of happiness.
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