Dear Diary [h.s. au]

Chapter Forty-Five.

(A/N: Not edited so I apologize for any typos you may find. And you may or may not have a surprise on this chapter.)

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Mum wrapped her arms around me. – “Thank you so much!”

“For what mum?”

“For giving your blessing to Ben. I am so happy, sweetie!”

“I know you are, mum.” – I hugged her back.

“Do you want to know what happened or should I leave you be?”

“I was just checking some stores near the apartment. I need some new furniture.” – I shrugged and closed my laptop. – “Tell me everything.”

She sat on my bed. - “So, after we left here he took me to this beautiful restaurant downtown. I was very nervous, I thought he was going to end things between us both. He looked so serious, Drea you should have seen his face! We talked for a bit and when we were eating dessert…” – She trailed off.

“Yes?”

“He told me how happy I made him and how he couldn’t see himself with another woman other than me. Then, he got on one knee and proposed” – She blushed.

“Aw mum! That is so adorable! I’m really happy for you, you deserve a nice man and Ben is just perfect for you.” – I smiled widely.

“I am so glad you are fond of him, Drea. It would kill me if you didn’t.”

“How could I not love that man? He’s absolutely adorable and he cares. A lot. And you know how I love people who care.”

“Yes, I do know that.” – She yawned. – “I’m tired.”

I laughed. – “I bet you are. Why don’t you go to sleep? I’ll finish my research and get to bed in a few minutes.”

“Sounds good to me.” – She got up and walked towards the door. – “Goodnight I love you.”

“Goodnight mum, I love you too.” – She closed the door.

I opened my laptop and checked my social networks. Last time I did it, I had read some of the stuff Louise had been publishing about me on her blog.

I checked Facebook and my news feed was full with party pictures, most of them from Chad. I went on Tumblr and my dashboard was full with posts from Harry. They were all pretty much quotes.

If you love somebody let them go, if they return they were always yours, if they don’t they never were.

If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes. Only then you would realize how special you are to me.

Your name is my favorite word, your hugs are my favorite feeling and your smile is my favorite sight.

I know he was indirecting me. I mean, it’s not even been four hours since our argument.

I decided to leave a quote from my favorite movie.

So it’s not gonna be easy, it’s gonna be really hard.

We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you.