The Book Of Abby

Why Would You Fail Me If I Dont Know?

Simply put; my math teacher threatened to fail me if I didn't answer the problem on the board step by step.

So my anxiety is stupid and is triggered easily and we was doing some hard math on the board and he was going around the room picking random people to answer the problem step by step and he called on me.

He asked me, "Abby, answer this step by step." and I was taught in ROTC if I didn't know something say, "Get back to you later on that." Or something like that and I did that and he was like, "No answer."

I was shaking and trembling and trying not to have a freaking panic attack in front of people. I didn't say anything for a minute and the teacher had the audacity to threaten to fail me if I didn't answer. WHy that was so significant was because earlier on I asked him to sign a release saying I was passing the class and could go on a trip in ROTC.

Now I am home and having the panic attack in the safety of my room.