The Book Of Abby

does it ever get lonely?

dont we love almost daily uploads from our least favorite human?

BITCH I HAVE MILESTONES (end of course tests) IN LIKE TWO WEEKS AND MY CLASSES SHOULD BE DONE BY S A T U R D A Y AND I AM NOWHERE CLOSE I KEEP HAVING PANIC ATTACKS

I WILL D I E.

the only class i have to take this semester is science and im 40% done with that and i need math done too so i can take that next semester and that's at like a 35% and i feel like shit i wanna die. but mostly science i need that done asap as possible. government and digital tech can wait.

holy heck if i have to stay both sessions i might commit kermit the frog

in other news in this bi sock's life

i wanna move in with dad. hate it when i am at moms. dad also seems so helpless when we are gone and i keep finding damn beer (just beer, no root) in his fridge and abby no likey and i think if i move in with him (which is literally like 2 things) i will;

a.) have a dAMN BED 

b.) no demon cousin

c.) uh, its my dad and i've always been more closer to dad more than mom

i mean the bond between a father and daughter are strong (i swear to god if someone makes a daddy joke i will commit slay.) like this man will LAY DOWN HIS LIFE for this rat. and i done figured the next guy to ask for my number i will just give them dad's number lol (because i don't want any guys rn, and also his number is also the only one i know by heart other than Blakes- oOps)

and you can TELL dad wants us. mom sleeps all the damn time and my cousin is so far up her ass she lost sight of her children. i always feel second hand to my cousin when i'm at moms. at dads, i am first (with dru) like we was at the Walmarts and dad looked the longsleeved shirts for him to work in (side note- i love Walmart shirts lmao) anyway he felt guilty because he didn't want to spend THREE DOLLARS on a shirt which could buy us a gift for Christmas

DAD N O 

i made him buy the damn shirt.

meanwhile, mom will not buy me an actual bed but can buy a sofa (a nice sofa may i add) and regularly buys cigarettes like

E X C U S E    M E    W H A T 

so thats one of like 9096 examples of my father being the biggest inspirations.