The Book Of Abby

long-distance relationships

DO NOT DO IT.

DO NOT.

NO MATTER WHAT.

NO.

BAD.

0/10 RECCOMEND IT.

i was watching a show and the girl was going through a long-distance relationship and it was to the point where they broke up and they were so sAd.

then i was so sAd.

they had it alot easier than how my long distance went but like dude i felt her pain.

yes i watched good luck charlie from disney shush.

anyway, i think what broke me was when charlie walked in and said "then say hello" when they were trying to say goodbye.

it reminded me so much of may 18th 2018.

i know its wrong to josh to remember how i felt when i was with blake (and happy with him) but it reminded me so much of this experience i had to share it.

i remember when we had to say goodbye.

we had nO cHaRlIe.

i cried when he walked away and i was surrounded with friends and none of them comforted me. i remember sliding against the wall and cried into my knees in a lil ball.

(i feel so wrong for remembering this, let alone putting it on the internet)

i just kept crying for a solid week, and to be honest. i should've ended it there.

should've brOke his hEarT tOO bItCH.

anyway, i felt so alone from may 2018-february 2019. i was just... sad.

hell, you could ask niani or josh, or quin or christine that. i was moping around. especially on valentines day.

good lord 

note to self:

high school valentine's days are iNtEnSe.

i remember being told that he cheated on me. 5 times, had sex twice. and i was also on the phone with Josh when the text came through. 

i remember i was mid-sentence with him and just stopped. i started to cry and i hEARD josh's heartbreak.

and bam two hours later josh and i are together.

anyway, i was just reminded and wanted to share with you guys.

conclusion;

long distance is bad and will NOT be doing it again.

sorry josh no military for you love.