The Book Of Abby

something wrong with me?

all around me, I see angry people woopde do.

"When you feel as if everything is against you, always remember that a plane takes off against the wind, not with it." -Abby Slay, me

it probably doesn't take off against the wind or make sense but shhhh.

I just want someone to hold my hand and walk me through uptown. I want someone to take me out at night and watch my eyes glow as I see the stars in the city. I want someone to be there- all the time. Being a full-time person for me.

Not a part-time person.

Nothing will ever hurt more than seeing someone disregard you especially with them knowing they need you more than ever right now.

I'm helpless. Not romantically helpless. I'm mentally helpless I need help.

My world is crumbling around me, I need someone to hug me and just be there. 

I'm about ready to go;

"You're going to leave me for x amount of days? Take a week without me."

that's the most Leo shit ever lmao.

but seriously yes. I will and if it comes to that I am dropping my friend.

Quin? He's excused, we couldn't exchange letters every day I mean it was going through a heckin military base it was gonna take time to get to/from him.

thats about it broskis

i need help.

maybe josh peck can help.