The Book Of Abby

what i sent to torie- TRIGGERS HERE PALS

hi its abby. triggers all in here. read with caution.

"Mom and dad were eating outside and we could see them through the sliding glass and we saw dad get mad (me and dru) and we were on the couch just watching this all happen. Dads face got redder as mom's face got paler and torie I swear I've never seen him so mad. 

Mom was going to leave and dad pushed her back to where she was sitting and torie I've never seen fury in a mans eyes like that. 

When they came in (I was using the restroom) I heard dad tell dru he loved him and I zoomed out to see what was going on. Mom was at the front door and dad was zooming to the car, she noticed and took off behind him trying to get her keys (he was going to run away with the car is what I got from it) and torie I've never seen anything like this happen. 

The door slammed shut and it was just dru and I home alone. I was washing dishes (per moms request) and crying and dru and I hugged and cried torie to be honest i cried harder knowing i needed to be the strong one between us. 

I was shaking when i got finished and went to my room and sat on the couch. I texted Austin "I look like a mess crying rn ahh Skype help or something" and I was crying torie I've never seen someone look as concerned as Austin did at that moment. 

A few minutes later i quit crying and started to pack my bag, just in case mom decided to leave. Torie I have never been so scared before." 

this was on June 12th. It is now June 16.

they are okay now. when austin reluctantly hung up on our skype call i went to where the vodka was and smelled it. i was so tempted but i didn't. i remember when i had to help my older brother (he knows who he is) through it and i didn't want to be a hypocrite.

parents are ok now, i think.

thank you guys i love yall.