The Book Of Abby

simply must meet travis

I tried to make this a chapter a thousand times.

started off with some more "dad logic for the internet" then turned to me thinking I'm still in love with josh.

so this'll be about travis.

ive known him my whole life. our dads have known each other since they were nine (9) and of course since they spent every moment with each other so did travis and i. sort of. 

they soon moved away a lot of miles. so that meant we didnt see each other at all or much. actually i dont remember.

then, i moved to the city where i am now and you will n e v e r guess who lives the road b e h i n d me. 

t r a v i s.

so i see him a lot. 

and not o n c e in my life has he been this nice to me. I had a panic attack about being alone and will not liking me n shit 

travis: "Abby I don't personally find you cute or anything because I grew up with you and that's, not my style but I literally guarantee you other people do and I think will do as well. you're putting yourself down too much"

me: "because everyone else did me why can't I?"

travis: "because they aren't the ones that matter. if everyone puts you down every single day of your life but you hold a string spirit you'll be happier than anyone of them ever will be. and I know this is cliche but its only high school, you have time to find someone"

i W I S H i was kidding but im not. 

but he isnt  W R O N G.

i wonder how single brad is lol jk jk jk.