The Book Of Abby

one last kiss (sort of)

so tonight i went to travis' house and guess who was there.

MY WILL.

well, not my will because we aren't dating but you know.

he told me he was over last night and i was sad because i couldn't go over but dad comes and goes "hey you wanna go to travis' house?" and i said yES and got that good nervous anxiety. i started to tremble and sweat because

MY WILL.

i roll over there and rAN inside to travis' room and guess who i shook to the core?

both will and travis lol.

i sat on the floor beside will and stayed there until he got up and left the room for a moment and i took his seat.

he then sat beside me all night and kept getting close to me. he asked how i was and all 

(we should note as this happened travis and will's cousin, brad was on teh top of the bunk bed looking down on us)

i also almost held will's hand and put my head on his shoulder but didn't.

also when will walked back in i realized we were basically the same height (he's taller by like half a foot) and i squared up to him and he was leaning against the wall and we were nose to nose  (brad and travis was in the room) and will later said he almost kissed me. wild.

its the small things like that bro like he didn't even touch me at all he kept his distance but yet we were close and uGh we 

S T A N.

like everytime i get mad or sad or happy i think of will and its wild i genuinely don't feel numb around him and i even bLuSh wOw emotions

god i love him.