The Book Of Abby

self-discovery

ive been single for almost a week now which has allowed me to do some thinking.

i figured right now would be the perfect time to reannounce that...

IM BISEXUAL/BICURIOUS. 

yes. finally. i like both men and women, would do cute shit with both but its weird i probably won't date a woman???

i originally came out in June and i was infamously with Josh and, uh, from what i gathered he was not into the LBGT+ mostly when our relationship plummeted i sent him a meme thing of Goofy asking Scooby-Doo of he could get forgiveness.

he said "thats gay"

i said "ok??? and???"

so thats why i have a wife lol maybunny

so yep. im bisexual. so that means twice more people can reject me hahah help.

another thing, i figured that since i will be single until like... August, i decided to actually participate in self care, fun right?

im also becoming a bEtTeR hUmAn PeRsOn by; (imagine this as a kid commercial)

-attending church (wOw)

-started to eat healthy (uh, gonna start that in January lmao)

-started to go outside (fUn)

-started to be around family more (not you, adri)

-connected with tWO LOST FRIENDS (yAy)

ik this all sounds like the small things like "abby u bastard you should be doing that anyway" if you know me in person i do like none of that. so bIG thINGs.

also found out old people are really fun. shoutout to my grandma and grandpa.

i also continue to paint, fun, except that in a few chapters or so. watercolor is really fun so i started out with aesthetically pleasing backgrounds with lyrics on it; (my favorite one of those is a pink and light red with some blue on the bottom for "best of wives and best of women" a lyric off Hamilton- blue if for Eliza and pink for the stage lighting she is almost always in.)

i also watercolored a duck.  im still mad at josh for scaring my son, Jerry, away.

"i don't like being spoiled, im not milk."- Me