The Book Of Abby

christmas 2019

im writing this a day later and im officially 11 months clean from self-harming. trust me it has been a long 11 months and so many tear-filled nights (and days) and now here i am.

yesterday i celebrated actually one of my best Christmases of my life. i didn't have to have two bc of my parents. mom brought our gifts from her over and we celebrated.

shit i got:

-an art easel which i can take between houses

-a new laptop which is wild

-fOUR sketchbooks i cant even D R A W but thats how it be i guess

-a case of root beer lol

-a pair of socks (im such a dad)

-a framed photo of me at the Rob Thomas concert

-the concert.

-some facemasks to hide my ugly self from will

-tEA

-a tea box (there's over 30 packets of tea bags in there lol)

-a popsocket (it has a lemon on it hehe)

-lipsticks

-liquid eyeshadow i dont understand but yk how it be

so thats off the top of my head (which honestly is it lmao) but i thought this would be a bad christmas bc mom and dad are barely holding up but nO lIeS jk but i genuinley had a great christmas and i loved every gift and im very thankful for them even thinking of these wonderful ideas.

my aunt and i (more so dads coworker) baked SEVENTY TWO cookies from S C R A T C H and homemade frosting ALSO FROM S C R A T C H.

conclusion time: pawpaw and i almost went into a diabetic coma.

conclusion time pt II: im clean and christmas was D O P E