The Book Of Abby

oops

I made something like an oopsie?

So we all know what happened between Austin and I like 2 months ago, right?

No? Damn, okay.

Basically, I found out he talked bad about me behind my back and said he wanted Josh dead so I confronted him about it, he got mad and told me to leave so I did. A week later I apologize for getting out of line and then he tells me to leave again so up until yesterday (August 14) we've been a month and 14 days without each other which is cool.

Damn fool slapped my shoulder in line waiting for picture day and asked how I've been.

MOTHER FUCKSTICK YOU HAVE MY NUMBER JUST TEXT ME LIKE A NORMAL PERSON DON'T ABUSE A KID. ILLEGAL *swats away like a cat*

I ignored him and so today, (August 15) I wrote him a note telling how I've been and shit like that and I get one back saying he's sorry for fucking up my life and he doesn't want to hurt me and to not hate him.

Hate is a strong word and I don't really use it. So, no, I should but I don't hate you.

One thing I noticed was that I ended the letter with;

Former best friend of two times,

Abby Slay

THIS MOTHER HECKER PUT SOME;

Love, 

Austin

like no whore I don't love you anymore. I used to be helpless around you in like November and shit around that time. No. Not now. He also underlined his name three times and put a smiley face beside it. Also, put my name in all caps with my name underlined.

Much like Eliza, helpless is also my word.

oops.

just with men I fall in their arms and hope they protecc.

Austin failed.

he did not protecc. he attacked me.

Josh does not fail. Josh does not attacc. He protecc.

get you a jishua. not an aus.

Now, am I against being friends with him? No. I'm not, actually. If you know me well, basically no matter how badly you treat me I'll still take you in and care. not blake.

bad.

I don't know why I'm like that. Josh probably doesn't remember this conversation but I do, I asked him why I was like that long before we got together and he said,

"... honestly, I don't think anyone wants that to change."

So Abby ain't changing for no bitch *sassily snapping fingers*

Austin knows more about me than most people. 

Behind Torie and Josh. They are like my main two people if it wasn't for them being there for me no matter what I would honestly probably not be alive. 

I didn't have crushes on all three of them but they're attractive. Well... obviously I've crushed on Josh. And crushed him a few times but that's another story.

I'll end this here because my fingers hurt from jabbing my keyboard. Later pepe's talk later.