The Book Of Abby

i feel pretty/unpretty

i'm extremely attached to this cover. oh w o wo.

honestly quinn's small angelic voice and rachel bURSTING IN I ST A n

some bAcK sToRy (its from glee)

Finn breaks Rachels nose and she wants a nose job to be like Quinn's nose and then this happens.

and i really feel Rachel's part especially the harmony with Quinn's harmony of;

Quinn: "Be in a position to make me feel"

Rachel: "so damn unpretty"

Quinn: "i feel pretty"

AND HONESTLY AND I- FHEWGFBVIWLBQU I ALMOST C R I E D WHEN I HEARD IT. 

*me rANTING about self-image and haters*

i've delt with self-image problems since the age of the fetus. i won't get too into that because its d e e p and i gotten into it only a few times but i genuinely like hated myself for a while and needed reassurance i was pretty (red hair probably does not help) but things like that help.

things i can change.

so fuck everyone's opinions of you ladies, gentlemen and fellas. they literally will not matter within 5 years- trust me. 

the people who you share classes with right now. yeah, them who laugh at your music or your outfits or your grades. losers. they are just losers. you guys are all valid and beautiful in your own damn special ways. all of them will be out of your life within 5 years (unless they are a best friend then i guess not.) 

they say beauty is in the eye of the beholder. beholder. you. you are the holder. it doesn't matter if you have scars- just means you have lived and scars are so goddamn beautiful, fUck do not ever be ashamed of those. do not ever be ashamed of things you cannot change. 

so go flaunt your flaws ladies, gentlemen, fellas. you're all beautiful to me. 

luv,

mom.