The Book Of Abby

2018

Well fellas. It's over.

365 days have passed.

Loads of trainwreck had happened this year (to my memory and approximate date)

April 21, 2018- Granny Butter's 4th birthday in heaven.

July 7, 2018- Pawpaw was diagnosed with Cancer.

July 2018- Pawpaw fell in the hospital parking lot face first, and fell down the stairs later breaking his wrist. He needs surgery but his body will be so shocked he'd pass.

November 22, 2018- Mamaw Fox died of cancer. She was close to her 90's.

November 25, 2018- Cousin Steve died of loads of things. He was 38.

May 18, 2018- Last time I saw Blake in person.

December 27, 2018- Got word back that Blake wasn't moving back. I sobbed.

This year wasn't the best. Definatley not the worst. Some good things.

July 7 2018- Pawpaw's cancer is Stage I. Add that to kidney and heart failure too.

October 3, 2018- Me and Blake's 1 year.

Some point in late July- I met unfortunatelyallie (her stories are great go read and hello rat love ya)

Uh yeah that's the best to my memory.

This was a trainwreck.

What I have learned from this year is to hold on to the things you love the most. I'm still holding onto Pawpaw. In fact, I spent a whole weekend with them after Christmas to learn how to actually tune a guitar with my stupid self.

Yeah that's about it really.

Been a MCR/FOB/P!ATD stan for over a year. Like December the 28th would be the first anniversary.

Okay bye bye.