The Book Of Abby

will

before i dive on in, i saw major tonight and i was so happy i finally got closure and i needcloser from like 2 other people (12.15.19)

okay now we can begin.

in the two weeks between pj and i breaking up and thanksgiving i have grown alot. i found a way to love myself and *most* people around me. not u greg.

but thanksgiving turned my world upside down when i saw him again. we went to dad's friends house so no alabama shit here but i saw will again and i just couldn't keep my eyes off him no matter how hard i try.

he just broke up with his bf (he's v bi which is no problem with me) on thanksgiving night (aka the night he saw me coincidence i think not) and i asked travis, his cousin, for his contact and yall

this is wild. 

travis said i had a chance and he never says that. will even said i had a chance. i mean we both need time to recover and all but its amazing.

just some quotes by him;

"i respect you, i would never put my hands on you." (i told him ab how i thought he would put his hand on my thigh when we sat squashed beside each other on a seat)

"your bed doesn't need to be queen-sized when one is in it"

"there's a 5ft long balloon on my bed" (his dad put a 5ft long balloon on his bed for no reason)

"you deserve a frame" (i said i was a worthless piece of art)

and he took a pic of him and the balloon since he's 5'5 and the ballon was bigger than him and oh. my. god. he is so cUtE and ahhhhh 

ok im done now lol