Caretaker Of Jinchuriki's [Naruto]

{38} You Are Home

Naruto had left to go training while I remained in the hospital. Sakura wanted to make sure my vitals were stable. Luckily, they were because I am immortal. But. . . I cannot forget what Pein has done to me. . . Even when he's not here, I can still remember it. . .

"Is everything alright, Akari? You seem tired." Kakashi asks me. He decided to stay with me while Sakura did her last checkups on me. 

And I have been a little tired. The pain and pleasure Pein gave me was exhausting. Just thinking about him makes me feel so weak. . . "I am. . .a bit weary." I tell Kakashi while held my head with my right hand. 

"You know. . . You never exactly told me what happened when you got yourself captured by the Akatsuki. Do you want to talk about it?" 

"Maybe it might help. . ." I turn my head towards Kakashi and take in a deep breath before telling him my side of the story. "During my captive, I was. . .seduced by the leader, Pein. . . My thoughts were settled on him tormenting me to try and locate my children. . .but he took things in different terms. . ." I pause and my hands clench the blanket that is draped over my legs. 

"Take your time, Akari." Kakashi rests his hand on my shoulder for comfort, allowing me to continue. 

"At first, he grabbed my hair and impaled a black receiver through my stomach. . . After the hole in my stomach was healed, he dragged me into his office and pinned me on his desk. Then he started to kiss me. . . Kisses turned into bites, licking became sucking, and the pleasure turned into pain. . . I didn't know what to do with myself. 

I moaned in pain and pleasure, but my body didn't want his on top of mine. . . I wanted to cry out for help, but at the same time I didn't want to become weak. . . I had to do what I must to protect my children. . . Yet, there was this nauseating feeling that made my mind turn black. . .

My heart was racing and everything around me were shadows! My head was throbbing and all I could feel was his touch! What was it that brought me to the point where I was shaking!? I don't understand! What did it mean!?-" 

"Akari!" I am pulled into Kakashi's chest and he is holding me tightly. "Calm down. . . You're going to make yourself faint. . . It's alright now. I'm here." Kakashi holds me gently with his hand stroking the back of my head. "What you were feeling was fear for the first time. You were scared."

"Scared? . . ." I repeat. 

"Yes. You were frightened of what was happening to you and you couldn't find the words to speak. . . I'm so sorry, Akari." Kakashi holds me closer. 

That's right. . . Fear. The first time I felt frightened was when my father passed away and I was left all alone. But, that was until I was surrounded by the Jinchuriki's who looked up to me. I had no need to feel lonely anymore. That's when the fear had been permanently washed away from my senses.

 With his touch, I feel calm and at ease. Being in Kakashi's embrace is what calms my nerves. Just being with him is all I need to make me feel safe. In his arms is what I call home. . .

"Thank you, Kakashi. . ." I find myself smiling softly as my eyes close gently. My head lies on Kakashi's shoulder while my arms are wrapped around his waist. "Wherever you are, I will call it home." I turn to my head to him and pull down his mask, then give him a passionate kiss. "I love you, Kakashi." 

"I love you, too, Akari." Kakashi looks at me with soft eyes as he smiles. 

"Our love will never die. . ." 

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Sorry to make it short. More to come in the next chapter. Stay tuned!