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Phosphenous - December, it's weird

December

[Do Not Fall for The Guy with Girlfriend]

It's weird, you meet someone, and you never really look at them twice.
Just days before, you would have sworn how fine you were.
How he wasn't weighing down your eyelids, keeping you up at night.
And then over time, something happens.
And everything you thought was called into question.
Things don't seem as clear anymore.

But you must remember that nothing could ever happen.
Because no matter what, you'll only be his second best.
No matter how many texts, how many movies you watch together, just the two of you, he will always have someone else in mind.

Yes, the guy with girlfriend will comfort you when you're having bad days.
He will make you feel special and forget about his relationship status.
He will earn your trust and listen to you, he will talk to you about his family, about anything.
But there is nothing he told you that his girlfriend doesn't already know.

He will casually mention his girlfriend in front of you, without noticing the sound of your heart cracking.
He will break your heart, even unintentionally, little by little, each time he showcases his love for his girlfriend.
He will make you dream of the impossible - if only he is not in a relationship.

He will make you want to prove yourself that you can be a better person for him, with him.
He will make you want to forget him, erase all texts from him.
But he will not notice, he will text you like usual, making you laugh and reply again.
Reminding you just how weak you are to him.

The guy with girlfriend is perfect in your eyes, but he is not yours to have.
His heart is somewhere else beyond your reach.
That's why do not fall in love with the guy, he will always chose her over you.

- Naša Nada