Chasing Stars: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 3

Chapter 8 Saddness

Kendra's P.O.V.

I looked over at Emma who was sitting on the couch with Ronny.

I couldn't help but laughed at the two.

Ronny was sitting next to Emma and Em had her arm wrapped around Ronny and they both had their eyes glued to the T.V.

Emma looked up at me and smiled.

"You like it when Louis goes back to London don't you?!" i asked sitting next to Em. she shrugged at looked back down at her daughter

"I like it when she's with me" she smiled "she's reminds me of what happened" i looked at her a bit confused but she kept looking at Ronny "everything that happened" Emma corrected herself as tear grew in her eyes and i knew she was flipping through her memories.

She is one of the strongest people i know! she was sexually abused and bullied! her boyfriend cheated on her and her best friends turned out to be a total bitch! Her dad and her best friend died! she found out she liked girls and then couldn't talk to her girl friend and she was carrying a baby thought most of it!

"How's Charlie?!" i asked since i hadn't talked to her in a long time.

(Charlie had to switch homes earlier in the year. she ended up moving to Regina and at first both of them were taking it really hard but, they text each other everyday and Skype each other when they can! Emma has been looking for a job that can get her some quick cash so she can bye a car and visit Charlie but so far she's had no luck)

"Good" Emma said sadly, her smile fading and tears quickly swelling in her eyes.

"Em. what's wrong?!" I asked worried

A few tears fell down her cheeks but she quickly wiped them away.

"Em!" i almost yelled and she looked at me

"I think she's seeing someone" Emma cried.

My face went blank

"WHAT?!" i yelled and Em nodded

"She's always talking about this girl...Rebeca...and how much fun she is and how good she is" she continued to cry.

I couldn't say anything! i didn't know what to say! what was i suppose to say?!

"Em...i'm-" she cut me off

"it's ok! i guess we're just no long distance relationship people" she gulped down the rest of her tears.

We sat in silence for as long as Emma needed.

Harry's P.O.V.

"She hates me Harry!"

Those words kept playing over and over in my mind.

How could i do that to her?! i left her to take care of the kids all by herself for two years! then i act like the bastard! man thats a crapy way to say 'i'm sorry'! not anymore! i have to tell her somehow! but how?!

"Hey!" Amber walked into the living room and sat beside me. "how are ya?!" i asked and she shrugged her shoulders

"This wedding stuff is harder that it looks!" she complained putting the back of her hand dramatically over her forehead and falling back on the couch.

Alison and Aria giggled a little bit at her. (since they were in the room watching T.V. with Liam and I)

"Where's Louis?!" Amber asked noticing he wasn't with the girls. "in his room being Louis...sad and depressed" Alison said not taking her eyes off the screen.

I couldn't help but laugh a bit because thats not Louis at all!

Of course I earned my glares!

"How could you laugh at that!" Allie yelled "i didn't!- i wasn't!- I...I.." i had nothing!

"Harry...just let this one go" Liam said slapping my back.

I sighed in disappointment.

One point for bastard Harry!