Chasing Stars: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 3

Chapter 12 Anger

Harry's P.O.V.

*ring ring*

As soon as i picked up my phone Liam started yelling

"HARRY! WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?!" he screamed "i'm at Cheshire" i explained plainly "why?! We're all worried about you And management is pissed!" he yelled all in one breath.

I just sat down on my bed and sighed.

"Amber said you just walked out on her!" Liam yelled

There was a few moments of silence

"I'm going to Canada for awhile" i explained plainly "WHAT?! WHY?!" Liam screamed "i need some time away from the wedding" i explained

There was more silence

"Don't tell Amber" i told him sternly "i won't...but i think you need to" he said quietly "she'll won't let me go!...i leave this afternoon" and i hung up the phone.

Emma's P.O.V.

"hi!" i smiled "hey!" Charlie smiled back

"I miss you" i said wishing she was with me! "i do too" she said her smile fading.

"I got a job!" i said excitedly "thats amazing!" Charlie shrieked

"You know Rachel said-"

I cringed at the sound of her name! i hated that girl! even though i've never met her...

"What?!" Charlie said worried noticing the uncomfortable look on my face. "nothing" i forced a not very convincing smile.

"Emma! What's wrong?!" Charlie yelled.

I just sat back in my chair, uncomfortably.

"E-" i cut her off

"Are you dating her?!" i yelled quickly "what?! who?!" Charlie asked confused. "this Rachel girl!" i explained "what?! no!" she yelled laughing a bit

"She's just a friend" Charlie explained

"What do you expect?! me to sit here alone crying over you?!...besides you have new friends why can't i?!" Yelled

"What are you talking about?!" i said confused "Emma! i know about Alison and Aria! I won't pretend i don't! but i'm not jealous!" She yelled

"Well you seem to talk about her a lot more than i talked about Allie and Ari" i said quietly "SHE'S MY ONLY FRIEND!" Charlie screamed

There was a few moments of silence

"You know what! this is exactly what happened to Zayn and Perri!...they-" i cut her off

The anger was growing inside of me and i needed to know! i couldn't take it any more and i just blew!

"Is she gay?!" i yelled

Charlie's face went blank

"You have got to be kidding me!" She said slowly and then ended our video chat.

I broke down in tears!

It seemed like my whole world was falling apart and i was crumbling with it!

I got so mad at myself!

I started throwing pillows and blankets off my bed and then pictures off the walls. soon i was throwing lamps until just about everything in my room was broken, torn apart and on my floor.

Then i looked over at my computer and threw it against my wall causing the screen and keyboard to go flying in different directions.

Then i tore my drawer opened and pulled out all my sketch books out. i started tarring all my pictures out and ripping the to shreds.

I sat on my bed room floor surrounded by paper and glass and cried.

I opened my eyes and looked at my floor.

You know how when you stub your tow or something your slap your arm so your not focused on your tow any more?....thats what i needed to do!

I needed to distract myself from everything that is going on right now.

I picked up a piece of broken glass, held it against my wrist and pushed until my whole arm stung and i saw blood.

I let out a little whimper but as much as it hurt, it felt good to know that there's always something that hurts more!