Chasing Stars: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 3

Chapter 36 Isolation

Tiana's P.O.V.

i wasn't isolating myself from everyone. i just had to work a lot.

Yah! thats a good excuse!

It's not that i didn't want to see the girls. it's just that i was afraid that if i go to their houses Zayn would be there.

I feel horrible though! I haven't even seen Emma yet! but i couldn't when she was in the hospital because the boys definitely would have been there

The morning before the boys went on Chatty man:

I woke up to my phone going off.

I rolled over and checked it.

It was an email...FROM ZAYN?!

i dropped my phone on fear of what the message might contain. after i got my breathing under control i picked up my phone.

Hi! this is awkward and i can't even see you! i just want you to know that i miss you! anyway...this is called Fireproof...guess who i'm thinking of every time i sing it? your the first person to hear it...it gets released in an hour...love you

Oh my god! he said "love you"! HE LOVES ME!!

there was an attachment so i opened it.

It was a video. it was just a picture of their new album FOUR. nothing really exiting except for the fact that it was a song!

"I think I'm gonna loose my mind. something deep inside me i can't give up" Harry sang some more and then i switched to Niall "i'm feeling something deep inside. hotter than a jet stream i'm burning up. I got a feeling deep inside. it's takin' it's takin' all i'v got. yah it's taking it's takin' all i'v got" and then i switched to Zayn which immediately caught my attention.

"Cause no body knows you baby the way i do! and no body loves you baby the way i do! it's been so long! it's been so long! maybe we're fireproof? cause no body saves me baby the way you do!"

I was literally in tears!

God do i miss him!

I just stood up and walked out my apartment door still in my pyjamas.

I couldn't take it anymore! i needed to see them!

I need to cry with Michelle!

I need to tell Emma everything will be ok!

I need to spill my guts out to Kendra!

I need them!