Chasing Stars: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 3

Chapter 5 I hate you

Kendra's P.O.V.

ok now it was time for the games to begin!

Just like every time the boys came out there was always at least one major fights that everyone was involved in...it was just a matter of time for it to kick in!

"How are you guys?!" Perri asked Tiana and Zayn. "good...i'm happy to see Zayn" Tiana smiled at him.

I was happy she was happy to see him for a change. every time she saw him since the break up she wanted to either slap him or cry!

"Yah...i am too" Perri said with an innocent smile "since he was my husband!" her smiled faded and hate grew in her eyes.

"Perri!" Leigh yelled

Her angry face faded and a face of shock spread as if she had just realized what she said

"I'm sorry" she said looking down at the floor. "yah well... your not forgiven" Tiana said looking at Perri.

T looked over at Zayn and pushed her lips against his as if to prove a piont.

It took everyone off guard and gasps filled the air.

I looked over at Perri and she had her hand over her mouth and tears were swelling in her eyes

Finally Zayn managed to push Tiana off of him.

Perri dropped her hand and took a step closer to T. then out of no where she slapped Tiana across the face.

More gasps filled the air.

"How could you?! we were friends-" Tiana cut Perri off "we were never friends!" She yelled standing up so the two were eyelevel

"you were always jealous of me! and if you weren't maybe you and Zayn would still be together!" T yelled "you were always flirting with my husband!" Perri yelled

Tiana just sat back down on the couch.

There was silence in the room until Amber had to open her mouth!

"Jesus you guys are bitches!" she said in shock.

"Oh shut up Amber!" i yelled "you shouldn't be talking!"

"Whats that suppose to mean?!" she said crossing her arms as if it was a challenge.

"It means don't be a hypocrite! You are the queen of bitches!" I explained

"Kendra! Don't talk to my wife like that!" Harry yelled

"She's not your wife yet!" i yelled back

"what's that suppose to mean?!" he asked

"It means your not married yet!" I yelled getting a little tired of explaining things "you could do the same thing you did to me!" i yelled "i wouldn't do that!" Harry yelled back

"Why not?! what makes her any different than me?! what makes her so special?!" I yelled

"The fact that i've learned from my mistakes! i tried to apologize and started over with you but you wouldn't let me!...Kendra! we lost a kid together! i was hurting-" i cut him off

"You not hurting anymore?!..cause i am...cause i have a constant reminder!" I yelled pointing to Jady who was sitting on the steps with the rest of the kids. "she hates me Harry! she reminds me of you...of Kenna...and it hurts!...i can't move on from that stuff Harry! and i need you here to help me!" i yelled

There was silence

"Do you even think about us anymore?!" i asked quietly "or are you to worried about you knew wife and starting a family with her?!" I almost yelled "i wouldn't be here if i didn't care!" Harry yelled.

"I think we all need to calm down!" Alison yelled over everyone and the room went silent.

"I have had a pretty messed up life...but you guys...are really messed up!" Alison exclaimed.

There was some more talking and soon everyone was getting involved in the argument and then it turned into a full on fist fight.

More fun!

About 2:00pm the next day

"GET OUT!" i screamed "GALDLY!" Harry yelled, grabbed Ambers wrist and stormed out of the house.

Jady followed the two

"Jady where are you going?!" i asked frustrated "WITH DADDY!" she screamed and continued for the door.

"No your not!" i yelled grabbing her before she reached her destination.

pulled her onto the couch and pinned her down until i heard Harry's car drive away.

Jady shoved me off of her and stormed towards to steps. "I HATE YOU!" she screamed at me before she ran down stairs

Flash back

"Emma! your grounded until you smarten up! your not allowed to leave this house for anything other than school! That includes seeing Charlie and Ronny!" i yelled.

tears formed in Em's eyes and she soon started crying.

"I HATE YOU!" she screamed before running down stairs.

Real time

It was like your whole world got crushed and you completely failed as a parent! it hurt worse than a broken heart because you knew you were never going to get over it!

And i get the pleasure of experiencing that feeling at least four times in my life...if i'm lucky!