Louis's P.O.V.
August 12th.
Mine and Jenna's wedding anniversary.
Man did i miss her like crazy! i missed Owen like crazy! i missed Aria and Allie like crazy!i missed Kendra and Michelle like crazy!
And so did the rest of the boys!
I thought i'd never get over Jenna! especially today!
Instead of celebrating i was sitting in my room and crying.
I didn't want to eat! i didn't want to see the boys! what i wanted was Jenna! Owen! my family!
"Lou" Harry whispered, walking into my room.
"Harry go away!" i yelled into my pillow so the sound was muffled a bit.
"Louis I-" i cut him off
I knew egzacty what he was gonna say! He was gonna go on and on about how he knew what it felt like to be in my situation!
"No you don't!" i yelled sitting up
"You have no idea how it feels to have your wife missing!" i yelled
There was a few moments of silence.
"Your right...I don't know how it feels" Harry said walking over and sitting next to me on my bed. "but i do know how it feels to have someone you love taken away from you...when Kenna died i thought i'd never get over it but...one day the crying just stopped...there still isn't a day that goes by that i don't think about her...what she might have looked like...what she might have acted like...but i always remember i have another beautiful daughter that i love with all my heart" and with that he got up and walked out of my room leaving me alone with my thoughts.
He's right! I have two wonderful kids I need to care for!i need to stop being so depressed about this! And i will...tomorrow.
I fell back in my bed, stared up at the ceiling and thought about Jenna.
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