i wont say that im okay- front porch step song pref

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ASHTON: I guess what's done is done

I guess seeing her with someone made me realise that I'm never going to get her back, what's done is done and it's not going to back to the way things were. She was my world and more but nothing lasts forever and feelings do change. Although it hurt like crazy, I had to move on. I'm not going to let myself sulk over her. I deserve to be happy too so that's exactly what I will be, even though it will take some time. What's done is done, our relationship is done for good.

CALUM: I won't hold my tounge, not okay without you here

I wasn't going to sit there and let myself let her leave so easily. I understood she needed a break so I gave her one, while she was gone I wrote her a total of 7 songs and 3 letters. Even if she couldn't take me back after my mistake she needed to know that I love her and that I'm not okay without her here. Her touch made me feel alive and I wasn't going to never feel that spark again, no matter how hard it was or how long it took.

LUKE: I'm sitting in my room as I try to write this song

No words described her well enough, she's more than perfect and I'm stupid. That's really all there is to say. I was a douche and inlet we down. Tour got to me and I didn't pay enough attention to her. I don't know how I was stupid enough to do that. I love her and now I'm sitting in my cold room alone trying to write a god damn song good enough for her. Nothing is good enough for her, her worth is too much.

MICHAEL: everything seems wrong, and I keep bursting into tears because the pain won't go away

Messing up notes, spilling things, not saying the right thing. Nothing seems right without her. I randomly feel the need to cry, so I've been missing important meetings and my chest feels numb. Living life without her by my side, it's the hardest thing I've ever had to do. She doesn't love me anymore and that hurts. The pain of her absence won't go away, she's everything to me.

HIIIIII. School starts tomorrow so updates may be slower than usual and I apologise. Sorryyyyy xxx

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