First Love

Chpt. 72

|V I C K I|

"Jeremy", I giggled, pushing his head away from my neck as he was tickling me, "stop it, we're gonna wake up Mikey!"

He chuckled. "Stop we gonna wake Mikey", he playfully mocked me.

I rolled my eyes, hitting his shoulder. "I do NOT sound like that...you play entirely too much." I played with his beard as I looked into his handsome face...

Gawd I missed him.

Words couldn't even express how much. I needed him so so bad and I was happy that we were able to work things out because I wasn't myself without him. I was really feeling in my heart that this time was gonna be different, that it was gonna be better. We made a pact between each other that I would be a more understanding wife and he would be a more appreciate husband.

I went an entire month without him and it was the hardest thing that I've ever had to do. I was more than ready to come back home and start everything all over. In fact, we were packing up everything today and leaving in the afternoon.

He rubbed my back, looking up at me. "Baby, I'm hungry."

I looked down at him as I ran my fingers through his soft curls. "I could order room service."

He moved me closer in his lap. "I know...but I want you to cook fa me." He untied my robe, revealing my breasts. "With no clothes on."

I giggled, smacking his hand away and closing my robe back up. "Mikey is here babe."

Before he could even respond, there was a few knocks at the door.

I pecked him on the lips a few times before lifting myself up from his lap. "I'll be back." As soon as I got up he brought me back down for another kiss, the kiss lasted for like 5 seconds but felt like 30 minutes. I didn't want to break it but I had to. "Babe", I said between kissing, "I gotta get the door."

He smacked my ass as I was getting up from his lap. "Hurry up."

I left out of the balcony and made my way to the front room to get the door...and there stood Jake.

I looked inside the room to make sure Jeremy wasn't coming and then back outside at Jake again. "Jake", I whispered, "What are you doing here?" I looked down and was a little caught off guard by the tiny yorkie he had in his arms. "And why do you have that?"

"What you mean?" He asked, confused. "I bought it for you, it's a surprise...you always said you wanted one remember?" He stepped closer to me and kissed me on the forehead. "What? You don't like it?"

I don't have time for this shit.

I stood there blocking the doorway. "What did I tell you about buying me stuff? And why do you keep popping up here unannounced? I've told you to stop doing that several times. You don't listen for shit", I said annoyed and aggravated.

Ignoring my rudeness, he tried to walk inside but I pushed him back into the hall way.

"Damn", he said, looking at me strangely, "You not go let me in now?"

I folded my arms across my chest, wanting him to go away, the very last thing I needed was for Jeremy to catch him out here and suspect something going on between us. "Now is not a good time."

He stepped back a few times until his back was against the wall of the hotel hallway. He looked at me with hurt all over his face. "He in there?"

"He's my husband Jake...you knew I was married." I caught his eyes looking down at my wedding ring. Last night, after me and Jeremy worked everything out, I decided to put it back on.

He stared at me for awhile before slowly nodding his head and saying, "So I guess it's fuck me right?"

"I love him", I tried to explain, "you're too young to understand. One day, when you fall in love -"

"I already fell in love", he sadly admitted to me, "I never told you that huh? I love you Vickoya...I don't want no other female but you...no other female could make me feel the way you do, I never been attracted to no other female like how I'm attracted to you", he said, pouring everything out. "Just give it a chance bae—-give us a chance. Let me prove everything to you cause I don't think I'll be able to handle it if you just walked away from me", he said desperately...and it almost sounded like he was about to break down.  "Please", he pleaded, "you want me to be on some simp shit and get down on my knees and beg you because I'll do that. Whateva it takes fa you ta see that I love you, I'll do anything."

He was showing me a side of him I've never seen before—-a more serious, mature side, with all of his walls completely down.

"I may be young—-but age aint shit but a number—-and I'm more of a man than him", he said nodding his head towards the door. "I could take better care of you, I could be a better father to Mikey and -"

"Jake, enough." I shook my head, annoyed. "Don't you get it? What me and you had is over. It was nothing more than just fun and sex, it went nowhere beyond that."

He looked at me stunned, as if I just sinked a knife through his heart. His feelings were written all over his face—-he was hurt, destroyed, humiliated. He stuffed his hands in his pockets and leaned his back against the wall. "I love you Vicki", he said in defeat, his soft eyes showing nothing but hurt as he stood there crushed, "and I don't think I'll ever stop...so what I'm spose to do now?"

I looked away from him, not being able to handle this conversation and what it was doing to me—-it was too much for me. "You don't know what love is Jake", I finally said. "You think you love me but that's impossible when you don't even know what it is."

He sucked his teeth. "I don't? But the dude that's beating your ass in there do?"

Ok...now he's crossing the line

"Are you done?" I asked with an attitude, "Because I have to go."

"Nah", he pulled my hand, trying to stop me from leaving like he had done sooo many different times...but then he just dropped my hand and his face changed as if he was suddenly fed up with everything. "You know what man? Fuck it."

I felt Jeremy walk up behind me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and started kissing on my neck. Jake's usual calm, relaxed and mellow demeanor was gone and anger took over him as he watched my husband nibble on my neck and rub all over my breasts.

Noticing Jake standing in front of us grilling him, he pulled me to the side of him. "Lil nigga can I help you?" He asked nastily. "The fuck you all up in my woman face for? We ain't order room service." He then rudely slammed the door in his face.

He laughed, looking down at me as I was hugged in his arms. "Who the fuck was that cracka?"

I shrugged, trying to play it off. "I don't know baby...some kid. I guess he had the wrong door."