Bloody Thirst [Completed]

Chapter 44

I'm sorry

"Conjuring!"

Napapikit ako sa sinabi ni Vennise. Nakakaback-out naman yung sinabi niya. Nakakatakot kaya yun. 'Di bale walan naman na akong ganang manood. Ang utak ko'y lumilipad sa kanya.

I just want to sleep and hug a pillow.

"Uh.. inaantok na pala ako, V-Vennise p-pwedeng next na lang?"

Napatigil si Vennise sa pag-aayos ng T.V. I'm sorryy Ven its just that..

"Uh..."

"Okay lang Elly, diba Ven, ayaw mo no'n dalawa lang tayo." Colt smirked at Vennise.

Maybe he understands. They both stared each other's eyes. Oh telepathy!

"Sure Elly! Ayos lang kami ni Colt, fifty shades?"

Ngumiti ako sa kanila at nagpaalam. Pabagsak akong humiga sa malambot na kama, tanging lampshade lang ang nakabukas, pinatay ko ito hanggang sa dilim na lang ang aking nakikita na may kaunting sinag ng buwan. I took a deep breath. How much I love darks. And oh I love him. He's one of the darks.

Nasanay ako sa dilim, I love the mollifying feeling of it. The silence of the night, the delight I'm feeling, a fulfillment in my heart that suddenly seeing the stars in dark eases me. I don't know why. But nights totally captivated my gloomy heart.

Tinabunan ko ang aking katawan ng kumot, habang nakatitig ako sa labas. Malamig at ang sarap sa pakiramdam ang tamang temperatura. I have this feeling inside me that I felt sorry for myself. Sa pagkaka-alam ko wala naman akong mabigat na kasalanan. But who knows right?

Minsan lang akong maging masaya. And I thought I found my reward for struggling this years, the person, the vampire, my safe haven after a tragical chapters, the one whom I love with all my heart... just... just.. left me too.

He's right, he just couldn't destroyed that easy. Noong tinanong niya ako kung pinagkakatiwalaan niya ba ako, sa tingin ko ito 'yon.

It hurts, he admitted that he had sex with her. Sabagay ano nga bang laban ko don, eh ang gandan n'on. Typical insecurities of a girl.

It just that it pained me. Yung malupit na bampirang tinanggap ko, our sweet cuddles, my lovely memories with him. Ngayon alam ko na kung bakit maraming hindi nakakapagmove on agad pag nagbreak sila ng jowa nila.

You two made a memories and now he has someone to do it. Without you.

Hindi ko namalayang tumulo ang aking mga luha. Agad ko itong pinunasan. What I'm just thinking.

Tama na, edi magsex silang magdamag. I have my friends. I love my friends Jacobi!! I don't need an effing cold handsome mysterious billionaire king vampire! A... commoner is enough! Yeah, enough! As long that person loves me. Though I might ended up comparing him to you. Hmp. Bahala na.

Dinadalaw na rin ako ng antok ka-iisip.

Why did he changed?

Curse you Vampire! Curse you!

Ugh! Just get out of my head!

Nagising ako nang naramdaman kong may humahalik sa leeg ko at humahaplos sa bewang ko, nasa loob ito ng damit ko. Napasinghap ako sa sensasyong nararamdaman. Tumigil ang paghalik kaya naman iminulat ko ang aking mata at nakita si Jacobi na pinagmamasdan ako.

He smirked when he saw me. He's on top of me!

"J-Jac-"

Hinalikan niya ang aking labi ng mariin dahilan ng pagkatigil ko. He kiss me passionately and I couldn't help but to kiss him back. I ran my fingers through his soft hair as we continued kissing. He pinch my waist tenderly and I moaned in ecstacy.