After Returning from the Sea
Part 2When I finally started coming to, faint voices mumbled quietly. I opened my eyes to find Jimin and Hoseok looking at me.
"Are you hurt? In any pain?" Jimin asked.
"I'm fine. I'm not hurt." Of course I was lying.
The accident was serious.
I almost died. The doctors told everyone to expect the worst. After ten days I began to get better. The doctors were surprised I was improving so quickly."You should've called us," Hoseok said. "Who are we to you?"
"Hoseok, it's not that. I-"
I stopped. When I'd first woken up in the hospital, they all were the first thing I thought of. I was on so many sedatives when I first woke up that I couldn't call them. The sedatives were so strong that my memories, dreams and reality all seemed to tangle into one.
When I was recovering, the fever dreams brought memories back. I was never sure whether they had actually happened or not. I thought they must've been triggered by the sever pain I was in. Back then I couldn't trust my memories. I couldn't call Hoseok yet. I didn't know what to even say back then either.
When they came to see me I tried my best to smile. I tried my best to convince them I was alright. But if anything I was trying so hard not to cry.
I was so confused and disoriented. I only hoped that I'd be able to see clearly after recovering fully.
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BTS SMERALDO THE NOTES 1 (Edited & Translated)
FanfictionThe feelings they tried to keep in their pasts, their losses, their suffering, insecurity and absence...it was time for them to embrace their destiny. Started: 13 April 2019 Ended: 29 June 2020 Thank you for the journey