What to Look for When Lost
Part 7
I walked on, paying attention to each step Jungkook took as he followed me. Containers were lined up next to each other on the long stretch of railroad beside us.
"It's the fourth one from the end." That's what Hoseok had told me. He told me to come alon and meet up with him, Namjoon and Taehyung.
Hoseok knew I hated getting tangled up in everyone else's lives. He couldn't have asked hoping I'd show up. He knew I wouldn't.
Nevertheless, I opened the container's door. Hoseok looked surprised. Then, after seeing that I brought Jungkook with me, he jumped up to greet us, his eyes swimming with all sorts of emotions.
Jungkook quickly turned away, trying to hide his split lip no doubt. I left Hoseok and Jungkook to talk and walked past them into the container.
"How long has it been?" Jungkook tried to sidestep Hoseok's hug, but Hoseok finally wrestled him in after a while.
Namjoon came in with Taehyung sooner or later.
"What happened?" I asked, noticing Taehyung's ripped T-shirt.
Namjoon pretended to knuckle Taehyung on the head.
"This guy got arrested for his grafitti, so I had to get him out," Namjoon explained.
"And the T-shirt got ripped while I was running away from the police," Taehyung elaborated.
I sighed and flopped down on the couch in the corner, watching Taehyung change into a shirt Namjoon handed him.
Hoseok put hamburgers down on the table for us. Jungkook was still standing awkwardly by the doorway, not knowing what to do with himself.
We hadn't changed a bit since highschool. Everyone used to laugh as Namjoon and Taehyung debated. Hoseok was always bustling around. Jungkook paced the room, never knowing where to stand.
How long had it been? Since we'd all been in the same space together?
Seokjin and Jimin weren't here, though... It was out of character for me to be thinking about them. That was the weird part.
Also, I felt so comfortable here, even though I'd never been here before.
I looked out the door. I felt uneasy because I never felt this comfortable around other people. It scared me. I was so so tempted to just run out the door away from this container... The uneasiness only grew until a thought came to mind.
The time we spent together in school, they were happy memories. Today woudl also be nothing more than a memory in a few hours time...
Is there even a point to feeling so happy with a group of people you've cared for, feeling like you belong...if it will all come to an end one day?
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BTS SMERALDO THE NOTES 1 (Edited & Translated)
FanfictionThe feelings they tried to keep in their pasts, their losses, their suffering, insecurity and absence...it was time for them to embrace their destiny. Started: 13 April 2019 Ended: 29 June 2020 Thank you for the journey
