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𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙘𝙝 5
everything was the same, i went to work, tutoring my aunt's daughter as always, earning some money, school was the same, people everywhere where hard to look at, i couldn't look at them without feeling awful, it's probably me but, i didn't wanna hear them talk, all i could hear was some topics about me.
"(𝙮/𝙣) 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜."
"𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙝 𝙨𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚, 𝙞 𝙬𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙤 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙡."
"𝙞 𝙙𝙪𝙣𝙣𝙤, 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙞𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚."
"𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧."
i stayed at my seat, looking away from the people and had my eyes glued outside. i wonder what happen to me, maybe it was because of the awful things that happened, i don't know, i feel awful.
and going home, i rode my bike and went work again.
𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙘𝙝 6
going to school, it was normal, and as i arrive, i left my bike at the side where i locked it, walking my way to the school grounds, but i heard something as i walk.
"𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙞𝙠𝙚!"
"𝙣𝙤! 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙞𝙩!?"
"𝙞 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜! 𝙞'𝙢 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮!"
"𝙞 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙣𝙤!"