Her Rogue

19. I won

We should head back...

"Shut up."

Just saying. You signed the contract, you should do what you said you would do. You promised...

"I said shut up."

Our poor mate... He must think that we abandoned him. Or worse... Reject him.

I sigh.

We really are a monster, human.

"Oh? So I am no longer Angel?" I try to tease to lighten the mood. But I knew it was to no avail.

She laughed crudely.

We are not close to being an angel. And you know it. We have received a gift from the Goddess herself and you just go and reject it. I roll my eyes at her sappy story.

"Stop whining. A lot of Alpha's reject their mate for the sake of their Pack, and they do not get so much shit about it. But because I am a female, I have to hear the whole 'you are making a mistake' story."

It was her turn to roll her eyes.

Right, those mate-less Alpha's... How is their Pack doing? Last time we saw one of those, they looked tired and sick and the whole Pack was suffering because of the lack of Luna. Such a good idea, we should do that. She says in a snarky, sarcastic tone. We are such cowards.

I huff again.

"Oh, and why's that?" I try to sound snarky, but I really was curious.

By not letting him see who we really are.

"And that is..."

A monster.

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"Okay just enter the room... bite him and then...I... I make him leave?... No, run! Argh... Fuck." I was pacing back and forth in my room.

I knew Malcolm was outside, waiting for the door to be opened. But I was wearing a robe, not knowing what to really what I was supposed to wear.

I mean... I had to mate!

I normally don't go planning on date nights to get laid.
I just do.

Fucking hell, I am not ready for all of this.

Should I wear something casual?
My pj's?
Lingerie?

I run to my closet again, searching for an answer, praying that the perfect clothes illuminate or something.

I was a mess. And I hate it.

I look at my mirror, I have some scratches here and there in my face because of the run I just did. I had no makeup and my hair was not as silky as it normally is.

Sybilla was howling in my head. She wanted to see her mate, she was longing for his touch. She was getting us very horny, making her and I very angry and frustated.

I take my robe off and take a pair of black silk panties and not a second later they were on me, covering my private area, my door opens.

I quickly turn, my wolf and I on edge, not expecting to see our mate that had opened the door. Without knocking, might I add.

In all my messed up glory, chest in the air.

He opens his mouth in shock and turns around immediately not expecting me to be almost naked and looking bat-shit crazy. I could see his blush covering his body, even with his dark skin. He had on a pair of sweats and a black t-shirt, which, Goddess give me strenght, was not helping me nor my horny wolf.