LUST FOR LIFE FINN WOLFHARD X-READER

PART 1

Hello everyone! Today's the day a new Finn Wolfhard x-reader yay! I'm super excited for this story I have great ideas. This is my second Finn Wolfhard story if you haven't read my other one its called, lonely for you only. I definitely would recommend it hehe. Anyways thank you for following me and reading my stories♡

Y/n= your name
L/n= last name
Pov= point of view
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Y/n pov

This was it the last season of Stranger Things, years of work and time spent on filming this show. I was on the way back home to Los Angeles with my friends, we had been in Atlanta, Georgia for months filming the last season. The premiere was next month, I have more auditions and photoshoots to do in the meantime. Of course also spending time with my boyfriend, Jack Dylan Grazer. We've been dating for eight months, almost a year. He sat down in the plane next to me holding my hand resting his head on my shoulder. I felt a weird feeling, I looked back at Finn and Sadie sitting on the seats next to us. They've been dating for four months, half the time of Jack and I. He looked over at me too and we just looked at eachother for a second then looked away immediately. It's tense being around each other especially since what we did at Noah's party about a week or two ago. I felt ashamed for what we did, its only between us though. Its was only one time, that's all. I started thinking about what happened again,

First we drank then we kissed,
"Babe." Jack says.
"Yeah?" I ask.
He interrupted my mind replaying what happened between Finn and I that night,
"Your leg, its shaking." He put his hand on my thigh,
Shit he knows I do that when im nervous,
"What's wrong?" He asks.
"Oh you know how nervous I get on planes." I sigh.
"Its okay just breathe, here." Jack got off my shoulder and let me rest of his while he wrapped his arm around me.

One lie turns to ten lies, ten lies turns to thirty lies. I'm not nervous about landing im nervous about that night. I slightly looked at Finn again and he heared the whole conversation, he knows why im really nervous. The plane landed and we saw fans following us at the airport, we just smiled and waved. Jack held my hand while being on his phone the whole time, I felt a little forgotten to him sometimes. But I never say anything. We all said goodbye and split up, next time we would really be seeing eachother would be the premiere of season four. I said bye to Millie, Noah, Sadie, Gaten, Caleb, and oh definitely not Finn. I tried to stay away. But I thought maybe we made it obvious not saying goodbye to eachother. Jack wasn't in Stranger Things he just came to filming with me to be with me.

Jack and I took a private car ride to my place, when we got their my dad was there happy to see me,
We hugged and he greeted Jack. They've met before but usually I would be at Jack's house not mine. After small talk with my dad we left to Jack's house because he wanted to drop off his suitcase before we went out to dinner with the directors of the next movie he will be staring in.

After saying hi to his parents we went upstairs to his room, I was helping him unpack. I was hanging his clothes then he came from behind me and started to kiss my neck softly,
"Jack, im hanging your clothes." I giggle.
"Come on lets take a break." He says grabbing my waist putting his body against the back of mine.
I turned around and started to makeout with him,
"Ur parents are downstairs." I slightly moan,
"Dont act like we've never done it while my parents were home." He says unbuckling my pants.
"Okay quickly though we need to go to dinner in an hour." I say.
As soon as I said okay he pushed me onto his bed then took off my jeans. He was on top the whole time, I could tell he had been wanting to have sex with me because he was more rough with me than usual. After we finished I changed into my nice dress for dinner, and Jack changed into a polo and jeans. In the car Millie texted me,

*text messages*

Millie:
Heyy
Me:
Hii
Millie:
So turns out tomorrow we have our photoshoots together
Me:
Oh really?
Millie:
Yeah Sadie and Finn too since we all need a updated mug shot
Me:
Thats great! See you tomorrow love:)
Millie:
See ya babe :3

*end of messages*

Fuck now I have to be around Finn more.
Jack and I arrived to the restaurant and we were sitting down together with the directors. They discussed scenes and later Asher Angel came, his co star in the movie they're filming soon. Its called Shazam, I love marvel and dc movies.
"So Jack what do you have planned for your birthday next month?" Asher asks.
"A huge party, my place of course." Jack says.
"Sick! Can I invite some friends?"
"Yup I got to make my nineteen birthday special and yeah invite anyone you want, we're going to get turnt." Jack laughs.
"Just don't party too hard." The director laughs.

They continued to talk about the party but I just zoned out, bored. My mind kept thinking about tomorrow. We agreed tell nobody but why do I keep getting so worried about this shit. He won't tell anyone. I kept repeating what happened in my head, first we drank then we kissed,

"Y/n do you have any roles you will be auditioning for soon?" Asher asks.
"Oh yeah im auditioning for a new movie that's based off this award winning book. Its called loving him." I say coming out my zoning out.
"Oh I've heard of the acting call out." The director says.
I nodded my head,
"Are you planning on traveling to film?" Asher asks.
"No its all in Los Angeles." I smile.
"Thats great! Whats the story about?" The director asks.
"Its about a girl that goes to college and she struggles making new friends then she hangs out with her roommates friends who aren't the best people, they drink do drugs but one of them catches her eye. Long story short they date he hurts her feelings they make up at the end." I say.
"Very interesting." The director says.
"Yup my baby is going to be amazing she will get the role for sure." Jack kisses my cheek.
"I remember when my ex girlfriend got a role for a romance movie, she cheated on me with the guy who was the love interest in the movie." Asher rolls his eyes.
"Sorry to hear man." Jack says.
"Ehh you don't need her people like that are cold hearted." The director shakes his head.

Cold hearted? But im the same. I felt more guilty and stayed quiet. I fucked up so badly, I cant let anyone else find out about what happened. But I cant be cold hearted if I was cold hearted wouldn't I not feel bad about it. I do have a heart and feelings!

"What do you mean by cold hearted?" I ask.
"Well people like that obviously don't care about who there in a relationship with." He shrugs.

I thought about it, I do care about Jack. Does Finn care about Sadie? Am I just his side slut? Wait why would I care about that im in a relationship what he feels are thinks doesn't matter.

Im in a relationship.
Im in a happy relationship.
Im in a happy relationship.

I kept repeating it trying to convince myself I am happy. I sighed and just stopped thinking about it and enjoyed dinner, Jack dropped me off at home then I went to bed thinking about it again.
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