RINA'S
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After my session with Bannie, I decided to go straight to Von's condo unit. It's Sunday. Most probably, he's just in his unit doing some school works. Kaiba si Von sa mga lalaki na kaedad namin. When most of the guys in my age spend their weekends in bar and parties, Von stays in his unit to finish his school works. He's very responsible and very ideal. Malayo siya sa mga bad boy types at mga pariwarang lalaki na nasa college.
That's why, I love him. He's a keeper and I don't want to let him go. Dapat pakawalan ko siya dahil hindi ako ang nararapat na babae para sa kaniya. He deserves a girl who's very much like him- a girl who's pure and innocent.
Not like me, who's used and not functional enough to deny sex.
But I want to be selfish. I can't let him go because he's the only right thing I had and did in my whole life.
Hindi ko siya pakakawalan at hindi ko siya bibigyan ng rason para iwan ako. I'll strive harder to control my sexual compulsions and I'll strive hardest to keep my disease from him as a secret. I intend to not also tell about those times that I cheated from him.
Isa pang dahilan kung bakit ayokong umuwi sa bahay ay dahil sa dinner namin kasama ang pamilya ni Melvin. That is surely for the engagement celebration of my mother. Ayokong pumunta dahil baka hindi ko mapigilan ang mga emosyon ko at doon ako sumabog.
Dumating ako sa unit ni Von nang bandang alas-singco. Natuwa naman siya nang makita ako at kaagad niya akong sinalubong ng yakap nang tuluyan akong makapasok sa loob.
"I miss you, Von." My voice sounded desperate as I tightened my hug around his waist.
Natawa naman siya sa sinabi ko at kaagad niyang hinawakan ang aking baba upang iangat ang mukha ko sa kaniya.
He claimed my lips for a scorching and loving kiss that I gladly returned. Matapos no'n ay parang bata na pinanggigilan niya ang aking mga pisngi.
"How are you today, Babe?" he asked before wrapping his arm around my shoulder.
"Maayos naman. I don't have much to do and I miss you so much." Ibinaon ko pa ang mukha ko sa leeg niya habang tinutungo namin ang sala ng unit niya.
Mas humigpit naman ang pagkakaakbay niya sa akin at nang tuluyan naming marating ang sala ay hinila niya ako sa sofa.
I giggled when we fall to the sofa- ako ang nasa kaniyang ibabaw at marahang humahaplos ang kamay niya sa gilid ng baywang ko.
Napangiti naman ako bago hinalikan ang kaniyang noo. My forefinger started creating circle patterns on his chest as I leaned my chin on it while looking at him intently. Hinaplos niya naman ang ulo ko.
"I got a lot of plates to do. It sucks, Rina. 'Buti na lang at dumating ka to be my energy booster." Nagtaas baba pa ang mga kilay niya bago hinalikan ang tungki ng ilong ko.
BINABASA MO ANG
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