Insanely Insatiable

034

RINA'S

***

"That's my story as a nymphomaniac."

I carefully watched Isaac's reaction. Magkaharap na nakaupo pa rin kaming dalawa sa gitna ng kama. Siya, naka-indian sit habang ako naman ay nakaupo sa mga nakatiklop kong binti.

My hands are fidgeting on top of my lap as I hear no response from Isaac. He's just staring at me with wide eyes and his lips were pressed on thin line.

I heaved a deep sigh as I felt the tugging ache on my heart as Isaac avoided my gaze after a few seconds. I couldn't read his emotion but him wasn't being able to meet my eyes is enough conclusion to say that he's disgusted of me.

Nagsimulang magtaas baba ang dalawang kamay ko sa aking hita kasabay nang pagbilis ng tibok ng puso ko. I instantly got agitated with the thought that Isaac will no longer touch me or even look me in the eye.

"Nandidiri ka sa akin," I said trying to shake off the voices in my head. I forced myself to smile but I failed miserably when Isaac finally returned his gaze to me.

Bigla akong nanliit sa tingin niya. Bakit ba ipinipilit ko ang madumi kong sarili sa katulad niyang malinis at walang kapintasan?

I should be looking for someone with the same level as me. I shouldn't be pushing myself to anyone who's ny opposite like Von or Isaac.

Kapag nalaman na nila ang nakakahiya at nakakadiri kong pagkatao, sila na mismo ang magtutulak sa akin palayo. Masasaktan lang ako.

Isaac sighed before he shook his head. Then he moved closer until he was able to reach for my left hand on top of my lap.

"Isaac." Napaawang ang bibig ko nang hawakan niya nang mahigpit ang kamay kong iyon 'tapos ay nginitian niya ako.

"Come here," he urged me before pulling my hand.

Napakurap ako nang ilang beses bago naunawaan ang sinasabi niya. Nagpaubaya ako sa paghila niya sa akin hanggang sa nakaupo na ako sa kandungan niya.

I looked at him bewildered as he tucked some lose tendrils of my hair behind my ear. He gently smiled at me before cupping my face with both of his hand.

This is not the reaction I expect to have from him after telling the nasty and disgusting things I did for being a nymphomaniac.

"Bakit hindi gumagana ang mga treatments mo if you have them regularly?" he asked before his face leans forward, his lips hovering over my lips.

Napatitig ako sa mga labi niya bago nag-angat sa kaniyang mga mata. "Bakit hindi ka nandidiri sa akin? Why are you still h-holding me like this?"

Isaac kissed my cheek before kissing my forehead.