Every Seconds With You

Secret: Forty-Five

The only thing that I love doing right now is stalking her. Yes, I am stalking my own wife. I can't stop my self to smiling when I see how she smiles while touching her baby bump. Our babies. Kasama niya sana ako ngayon kung hindi lang ako gago.

I am not even expecting that she will comeback in my arms but I am wishing. A man can hope also right? Alam ko namang mali ang ginawa ko sa kanya noon. The only thing that I thought that time is to agree for her safety. Hindi ko man lang inisip kung ano ba mararamdaman niya. Ang nasa isip ko lang, if I did that, ligtas sila.

Pero ang gago ko lang sa part na nasaktan ko siya hindi lang emotional kundi physical. I tried to talk to her when she was sent into their hospital. Gusto ko lang namang makausap siya, kumustahin kung okay lang ba siya.

Talaga Isaac? Kukumustahin mo yung taong sinaktan mo?

Hindi ko naman sinasadya! I was scared that Sunny might harm her and the best way I think is to stop Sunny and not realizing that I accidentally pushed Collette. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin when I saw her passed out. I want to carry her but Sunny was stopping me by pulling my arms.

"I just want to see her, please!" I beg.

I am here in front of her hospital room. I want to see her okay, I want to know what is her condition.

"Nasa loob ang Lolo, do you really want to go inside? If he did something to you I can't help you. It's her granddaughter, our Baby Princess."

Napaupo na lang ako sa sahig at nag takip ng mukha gamit ang dalawang kamay habang nakayuko. Damn it. She is pregnant! She is my wife! Why can't I even see her kahit saglit lang?

 You just hurt her a while ago, Isaac.

Tumayo ako pagkalipas ng ilang minuto. I smiled at them and said, "Just take care of her. Don't let anyone touch her especially a Lee. Hubert Lee, he's here. He talked to me the other day." I took a peek in the mirror window something in the room's door. I can see now that she's fine. At least there's my best friend whom I can trust, Jam.

I left the hospital at dmiretso pauwi. I send an excuse slip kahit na wala naman akong problema . I just really want to see her well.

I should've took a pain killer a while ago. It hurts to see her afraid of me. But I need to remind myself to be tough because what I am doing is for her, for our babies. Damn, babies. I'm really thankful that my Jams knows me.

Umalis na siya, umuwi lang siya dito sa bahay namin para kunin ang gamit nia. Umalis siya at hindi na rin pumasok. Sunny didn't cling to me like the usual. Irish talked to me pero hindi na niya uli ako kinausap after non. She's mad at me. Paano ko daw 'yon nagawa kay Collette. She didn't talk to me and to her best friend, Sunny.

Few days passed, akala ko papasok na siya sa exam namin, na makikita ko siya ng personal. Pero hindi. Clarice told me that their Papá did something para sa online na lang siya mag send ng deadlines pati ang exams.

That's my only chance to finally see her, nawala pa.

I stayed at our house dahil wala naman akong kasama sa bahay namin ni Collette. I asked Manang Lita to be with Collette because she is pregnant, pero bago ko pa pala masabi iyon ay nasabihan na ito ng kuya niya. Someone also adopted our puppies parang dalawa na lang ang natira, kinuha pa pabalik ng mga kaibigan ni Collette ang mga aso.

Pumasok ako sa kwarto ni Collette pago ako umuwi sa amin. Kahit na wala na siya doon, I smelled her scent na para bang andoon pa rin siya. When I see some of her perfume ay kinuha ko 'to. I locked the house and the gate and smiled after.

Babalikan ka din namin.

Day before the Night to Remember, Collette's Grandfather, Brother, also Tita Camille and Tito Nicolo cam into our house to ask me something. My parents were disappointed at me but they understand what I did and I'm hoping for a same result with the Meldin's and Samson's.