request : garlicknotrichards
before i start, this is gonna contain slurs like heavy slurs. it will say the n-word constantly. this is mostly for my fellow black girls. you can read it but i'm just saying. so please don't talk about "i'm not black..." if you don't feel comfortable with the n-word and certain slurs, then don't continue.
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"we met through friends," i answer a question from the live stream.@ihateblackppl shut up nigga
@vinnieswife why are you dating this thing?
@vinniesbae i'd be scared to be in public with y/n. yk how loud they are.
i look over and vinnie who's face is filled with anger. "can y'all not? these comments are extremely disrespectful. i don't accept racism. don't talk down on my girlfriend." he says before ending the live.
i stay quiet not saying anything. "come on, let's go out to eat lunch." vinnie grabs my hand.
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we make it to the restaurant, fans crowding us as we walk into the building.
"why are you with a black girl?"
"do you have the n-word pass?"
"why are you with this nigger."
"is she like your personal slave?"other slurs and insults are heard. vinnie's grip on my hand tightens pushing people out the way.
we sit down, nobody saying anything. i look down and read my notifications on my recent post.
@y/nstan you're gorgeous
↳ @blacklivesdontmatter LMFAO don't lie to this cotton picker😂
↳ @harrystylescumrag i'll dog walk you. stfu.@liyaperez purr bestie😋!
↳ @hater9128 your "bestie" is black ma'am-
↳ @liyaperez okayyy? she's very gorgeous to me :)@user01 take that wig out your bread. you have no hair huh?
@user28 let's start a nigga chain😁
↳ @jordannpowell no, let's not😁@raecist black lives matter. just not yours. they should lynch you. nigger😏
@vinniehacker WTF IS UP WITH ALL OF YOU! YOU THINK THIS IS ACCEPTABLE!? BC IT'S NOT! HALF OF YA'LL ARE MY SO-CALLED "supporters". say thank you to yourselves bc now i'm quitting social media. i won't tolerate blunt racism towards my girlfriend.
@vinniexy/n y'all always ruin shit. i stg.
@user037 ok? go w that negro. if you can even see her🤣. could barely see her dark ass in the light. LMFAO
i shut off my phone and look down not realizing i've been crying. "hey, hey, y/n.. please don't cry. come on, we'll go home." vinnie whispers across the table.
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we've been home for a while and i haven't spoke to vinnie. i never felt so embarrassed about my skin color till now. comments never really get to me but these are different.
i've constantly got death threats and other racist remarks in my DMs for the past year we've been together. i just haven't told vinnie.
i see vinnie walk into our room, my eyes still fixated on the wall in front of me, my vision cloudy.
"my love, i saw the DMs just now. why didn't you tell me? if you think i'm gonna leave you for somebody else, i'm not. i couldn't care less about your skin color. i love you for you." his arms tightly wrapped around me as i cry into his chest.
i feel his finger under my chin, tilting my head so i'm looking at him. however, i try to refuse but it doesn't work. "no, look at me. y/n please look at me."
i huff before looking up at him. "you're beautiful y/n. i mean that. i tell you that every day because it's true."
"but you didn't have to quit social media." "but i did. i can never go through what black people go through daily. i can never know how racist remarks will ever make you feel. it's the least i could do." he pleases kisses all over my face.
"race doesn't matter to me, babe. i love you." he plants a kiss onto my lips. "i love you too."
A/N
the way i felt bad for putting these words and IM BLACK😭no but seriously these comments do happen and it's not okay. at all.literally been asleep once school ended. my eyes hurt.
but have y'all seen that video when his teammate said the n word and he got mad-
-n.