"vinnie..." i weep, holding his limp body into mine.
y/n's pov
i jolt up, again. what the fuck? i look over and see the bed empty. i feel adrenaline rush through me and i get up looking for vinnie. "VINNIE?!" i yell.
i see the kitchen light on and walk into the kitchen to see vinnie lifeless on the kitchen floor. i feel a cool breeze hit me and see the back door open.
i call 911 and they make their way over. "vinnie.. what the fuck is going on?" i question. a dream in a dream in a dream? is this a dream? i walk to the sink and put cold water in a cup.
i quickly splash it on my face, nothing. it's real.. i hear the sirens and reality hits me. he's actually dead. i look at the body, pale. "ma'm where is he?" the paramedics behind me.
i can't talk, i'm frozen. "here, talk to the cops." the guy lightly grabs my shoulder and leads me to the cops. i explain everything and they write it down. "we can stay and guard your house if you'd like?" they ask.
"yeah, please do." i smile politely and go upstairs into our room. a negative energy all around me. the love of my life is gone. i lay in the, now big bed and think about what the fuck just happened.
i roll over and see a piece of paper on vinnie's side of the bed. watch yourself y/n. it's not a dream, it's reality. i read the note. i look around and see nothing.
i sigh and call all our families and friends.
telling the heartbreaking news wasn't easy, his mom and dad's reaction hurt me the most. three of us planned on having the memorial on friday.
time skip to friday
vinnie's parents stayed with me in our house to keep me company. i'm currently standing at the door, looking at the sad family and friends looking over his casket.
i haven't seen it yet, i can't look at a lifeless body that use to be filled with joy and craziness. not the love of my life, i can't. tears begin to well up and i feel a hand on my shoulder.
i look back and see vinnie's mom. "hey sweetie, it's about to start. i can start it if you're not ready to speak." she says. i can tell she doesn't want to. "it's okay mrs.hacker i'll start it." i smile.
"i told you y/n, call me mom. i've been telling you this for the past three years." she laughs. i weakly smile and we walk inside the room.
i walk up to the middle and see all the mourning people. red eyes, puffy eyes, faces full of sadnesses, and just a negative feeling all around.
"uhm- thank you guys for coming. i know this was unexpected, it was for me. i know vinnie's probably laughing at us crying over him." everybody laughs.
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i sit in the seats staring at his casket, everybody taking among eachother. he's really gone. "hey y/n, he loves you. it's not your fault, don't feel guilty love." his dad says, reminding me of when vinnie calls me love.
i laugh a little, remembering our memories. "the burial is starting." his dad continues. he puts out his hand and i grab it, standing up also grabbing his moms hand.
we walk to the graveyard and i watch them lower vinnie's casket. my heart hurting, seeing the sight. i've been trying to keep everything in for his parents and everybody else. however, i can't. everything hits me at once.
his mom pulls me into a hug and calms me down. "sweetie, there's water in my car. cmon we'll get it." she walks with me. "it's okay, i just need some air. but thank you." i hug her while walking away.
i stand about ten feet away and watch people put flowers on the casket in the distance. "i'll do anything to be with you." i say to myself. "make your wishes come true." i hear and feel a sharp pain in my lower stomach.
"Y/NN!" i hear people yell. i look down and see a puddle of blood around me. i got stabbed. i look up and see people crying, looking down at me. it gets replaced by vinnie. you got this love, stay awake for me.
his voice angelic. everything becomes dark.
i flutter my eyes and see myself in our room. i sit up and see vinnie sleeping. "WOAH. babe, what's going on? come here." he hugs me. i hold him tightly. "please don't leave me. please don't." i cry.
"it's just a dream love. i'm not leaving." he cooes. "can we please not stay here tonight?" i ask. "if that's what you want, okay. let's go the beach house." he gets up.
as he gets up, i see a shadow behind him. "VINNIE!!" i yell. he turns around and i notice it was just his shadow. "sorry.." i look down. "come here. i won't leave your side." he grabs my hand.
A/N
LET ME STOP😭😭😭😭😭
i cant -
don't hate me
IT WAS A HAPPY ENDING SEEE
i hope you enjoyed <33
-n.
