y/n's pov
i look up as vinnie walks in with a girl attached to him, it's the third time this week. liya shoots me a look, her eyes cutting at vinnie. i shrug and get up, walking to the kitchen.
"what the fuck is up with you and vinnie? i thought y'all were talking" liya asks behind me. "i thought the same thing. he's so confusing, one minute he wants me and the next he has some other girl with him. i don't know" i lean against the island.
we hear giggling and a door slam down the hall. we all know what that's leading to, we already heard it this whole week. "hey y/n, liya, where's vinnie?" kio walks into the kitchen. liya gestures down the hall making kio scrunch his face in disgust.
"he's gonna get an STD doing all that but i thought y'all were—" he points at me. i shrug and throw my hands in the air, "who knows at this point."
club
— play song.
i down the liquid and take a bite of the lime trying to get rid of the bitter alcohol lingering in my mouth. "watch yourself y/n, you know you're a lightweight" i hear behind me, turning around i see vinnie. "another shot please" i ask the bartender getting disgusted at the sight.
"ouch, that hurt" vinnie sits next to me. "what do you want vinnie?"
"i'm just tryna keep you company considering all your girlfriends are wasted" he looks at our group of friends, "mm well they need it."
i face him, "shouldn't you be with some girl?... like you've been doing for the past weeks" i mumble the last part.
he places his index finger under my chin making me look at him, "face it, you wish it was you. you want it and crave it." i slap his hand away and frown, "want what? i don't want you vinnie."
"never said you wanted me, did i?" i roll my eyes and grab the shot sitting in front of me. "you're not drinking that, stop" he grabs the shot glass out my hand. he's the last person i want to see right now.
i grab my wallet and place money on the table before walking out the club. "unt unt where are you going? you're not driving drunk y/n" vinnie takes ahold of my wrist. i snap my head back in anger, "WHAT VINNIE, WHY CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE?!"
his facial expressions soften as he tilts his head, "what's wrong y/n? what's with the sudden-"
"what's wrong?" i scoff " well you clearly don't know the definition of space." he looks confused and before he can even talk i cut him off again. "you've been lying to me, i don't know if you want me or not. one minute you do and the next you don't. you're busy sleeping around with other girls."
he begins to smirk, that cocky ass smirk. "are you jealous? you wish it was you huh?" he begins to walk towards me making me step back. "you're nervous now aren't you? if you want me, just say that" he corners me as my back is pressed against his car.
my heart races, my chest heaving up and down at how close we are right now. he's right but i'm not admitting it. "vinnie what the hell are we? tell me we weren't just friends because right now this doesn't make much sense" i'm quick to shut my mouth as vinnie stands there saying nothing.
he takes a step back, the gap between us widening "uhm all of your friends have been here for too long, they're probably waiting for you inside."
i nod slowly and take a deep breath. #rejection. "i'm not ready y/n. i was but not anymore. we're just friends" his eyes low not making eye contact with me. i look away as tears fall, "so you just weren't gonna tell me? how long have you even felt this way?"
"two months" he mumbles. "and you just told me? so a few nights ago when you said you wanted me and only me, it was a lie? yeah, thanks for wasting my time. you could've saved me the hassle five months ago."
A/N
LFNAO. if y'all didn't catch onto some of the lyrics i stg 🙁. you'll get ur smut 🤞🏽😮💨. decided to write this SINCE YALL WANNA HARASS ME ! it's giving anti - black. asian hate🤔. y'all racist !!
hope you enjoyed <33
—n.
