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3rd person view the 6'0 boy is staring at himself in the mirror crying. nothing new, he's been crying for the past week. he hated himself and everything around him. family and friends were really worried about him.
he hasn't ate or came out his room. "hey vinnie, uhm we have to leave in 5 minutes." his mom whispers from the outside of her son's room.
everybody was sad and didn't know how to cope. y/n always kept them in place and made sure everything ran smoothly, now there's nobody there to do that.
vinnie finally walks out y/n's and his room and walks downstairs. he sees family and friends talking and crying. "are you ready?" jordan asks everybody. everybody nods their head and they make there way to the ceremony.
vinnie's pov i walk into the building and everybody looks at me sympathetically. i roll my eyes and make way to the front seat. i see her coffin and try to shake off my tears.
"hey, you know y/n wouldn't want you crying right now. she always said to make her funeral fun and play her favorite music." i hear her bestfriend, devyn say. i look at her and see her eyes red.
i just sigh and look forward. the ceremony starts and her mom begins talking. "hey family and friends. thank you for taking time out of your way to be here. uhm, i never thought i'd be the one burying my only daughter- uh- i-" she stops as she chokes on her words and starts crying.
she looks up at me and i make my way up the stage. "i'll take over, i'll speak for you if you want." i whisper to her as she embraces me in a hug. "please." she begs. i walk her back to her seat and make my way back up to speak.
"hey guys, as mrs. y/l/n , thank you for coming and taking time out your day. y/n was a very caring and beautiful woman. everyday i wish it was me and not her, i'd do anything to take her back. she always brightened up a room, whether it was her smile, laugh, or terrible dances. no doubt she would've made a wonderful mother. she always put people before herself and never wanted people to feel as if they weren't enough. uhm, today should be a day we celebrate and be happy, it's something she always wanted and said. thank you again for coming" i say, while everybody claps.
i make my way back next to y/n's mom and dad as they hug me and cry into my shoulder. "thank you vin." her mother says. i smile slightly and hold my tears back. i have to at least stay strong infront of her parents.
after the ceremony i sit back while most people leave. i make my way towards her open casket and feel my tears roll down.
"i'm sorry my love. i should've came home from work that day. i should've called you, i should've put you first. i'm sorry, i can't get you justice right now. if i was home, nobody would've broke in and killed you... along with our baby. i'm sorry... i'm really sorry. we always talked about our baby being born and how much fun we'd have. i was late going to the hospital, nobody was with you for your last breath, i'm sorry. i'm so so sorry." i plead as my head starts hurting.
"vinnie, hey... y/n loves you and will always be there for you. we both know she's laughing at you right now for being a crybaby. so man up." devyn says behind me making me laugh.
"i was never able to be a father. how did i let my own son or daughter down when they werent even born yet..." "vinnie, you didn't let your child down nor did you let y/n down... cmon the burial is starting." she reassures me.
"yeah... i'll be there in a second." i tell her as tears roll down her eyes but she stills makes a smile appear.
"hey vin, i love you. don't feel bad, your son says he loves you and doesn't want you to cry. you're a great father, you have nothing to feel guilty about. listen to devyn and stop being a little bitch. crying is okay, you know. just don't cry over me. make sure you and devyn stay in check for me, she's a sister i never had." i hear y/n's voice say.
i look around and see her shadow along with our son holding her hand smiling. "i'm sorry, i am. we should've died together. i cant y/n..."
"love, i'm happy, we're happy. i'm always with you. you lived because your time isn't done. your story is still continuing. now i know you're not missing my burial service, go out there and then play "girls in the hood" by megan. GOOO. i only get buried one day hoe." y/n sasses as she kissed my lips.
my heart feels warm and i make my way outside.
A/N hope this met your expectation. why did i get teary eyed😐chile anyways
