y/n cried until she fell asleep, as did vinnie.
3rd person view
y/n wakes up, on the hardwood floor, groaning at the pounding going on in her head. she stares infront of her and everything hits her, the argument with vinnie, the words exchanged, and the fact he cheated.she blinks slowly and all the tears rush down again. she's broken, she's never felt hurt like this. the only time was when her dad died.
she sighs and sees her phone filled with missed calls and texts from the house. she knows she has to go over there and sort shit out, for the sake of social media.
she gets ready and puts on an outfit, making her way to sway gaming.
[ outfit ]
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i insert the key and walk into the quiet house. i make my way over to the kitchen and see everybody eating, very quietly tho. "oh hey y/n" liya smiles as does everybody else. i avoid vinnie's glare and get a water bottle.
"uhm, y/n can i talk to you?" vinnie asks. i nod after sighing and we go to his room. he sits on his bed and i stand near the closed door, keeping my distance.
"why did you have sex with her?" i begin the conversation. "i don't know y/n, i just did." he shrugs. "vinnie that's bullshit and you know that. you know the real reason."
i hear him sigh and look up at me. "okay here's the truth. it's because you weren't good enough. i mean- you were but not for me. it wasn't working out. i just wasn't happy anymore." he finally confesses.
i can't help but get mad. "when did you loose feelings? when were you not happy?" i question. "six months ago.."
"six months ago? so you sat here for our three year relationship, just for it to be fake. you could've told me vinnie. i'm not enough? i was more than fucking enough to deal with your shit for these past six months." i scoff.
i'm angry but i can't yell. there's feelings but there's not at the same time. "y/n, it wasn't you, it's me." "save the cliche shit. it was obviously me. you don't have to be fucking blind to see it. you made me look like a fool infront of millions of people. you know how much that hurts. i don't regret saying anything i said yesterday." i wipe a few tears.
"and i don't either. you get mad when somebody said something about you. just suck it up." he says with slight attitude. suck it up!?
"i cant just "suck it up" when you basically played me and led me on. it hurts vinnie. you came in my life when my dad passed away and you do shit like this. i don't have a mom, you know that. you were the only thing that kept me happy and all along it wasn't real. it was one sided. looking at you acting like you don't care fucking hurts. you're not the person i fell in love with vinnie." i shake my head.
"and you're not either. you're not the sweet y/n. you let people push you over and you wonder why you always end up sad and in the situations you end up in. YOU DO IT TO YOURSELF. you deserve it." he points at me.
"okay vinnie, i think i got your point the other day. thanks." i smile. "but don't forget who sat here and took you back the first time you cheated. you said you'd change and i was dumb enough to believe it-"
"-yeah you were." he cuts me off. "go to hell." i walk out the door, my face stained with tears. i reach the bottom step and feel liya pull me into her arms. i let go and sob into her chest.
"it's okay y/n. shhh i'm here, we all are." she rubs my head.
i'm not enough. i was dumb enough to take him back. i think about the beginning of our relationship and how happy we were.
two year ago :
"you're not asleep, i'm not dumb" vinnie tickles me as i laugh. "stop- stop" i breath out. i get ontop of him so he'll stop ticking me. "oh?" he raises an eyebrow.••••
"you make me happy" vinnie says. "you make me happy too." i wrap my arms around his shoulders. "never leave me." i sigh, burying my head into his chest. "i promise my love."
one year ago :
"y/n i promise i'll never cheat again, i'm so sorry. i was drunk and shit happened. i can't loose you. please forgive me. i'll work on myself." i watch vinnie plead.i can't walk away from him. "only one more time." i sigh. "i won't let you down, i promise." he hugs me tightly.
last night :
"where's vinnie?" i ask maddy. she shrugs and i walk upstairs and hear vinnie's voice. i slowly open the door and see him fucking another girl."vinnie..." my voice crack. "Y/N - I-" he wraps himself in the covers. "you promised.. why would you?" hot tears running down my face
end of flashbacks
"y/n, fuck. i'm sorry" vinnie says from up the staircase. "save it hacker, it's no use. we're done, we can't fix whatever we had. it's too toxic. i can't be with somebody who makes me feel less of myself." i hold back tears.
i look at him one more time, both of us crying.
3rd person view
the exes make eye contact one more time, any last bit of love and lust fades away in that moment. y/n heartbroken and unsure about herself. vinnie heartbroken as well, wondering if tiktok clout got to him.A/N
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alexa, play cry me a river by justin timberlakeHEHEH
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-n.