𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

𝚃𝙴𝙰𝚁𝚂

y/n's pov
"Y/N, Y/N!!" vinnie shakes me. "hmm?" i hum, completely caught off guard. "what's wrong? i've been calling you for the past two minutes." "nothing." i weakly smile and get off the bed, going to the kitchen.

i hear vinnie sigh from behind me. i rest my elbows on the counter and zone out once again. am i not enough? he can do better. i'm not all that. i feel tears run down my face as i silently cry. for some reason i feel off today.

i genuinely feel sad and don't want to be bothered by anybody. "STOPP." maddy laughs as both her and jordan walk in the kitchen. i quickly wipe my tears and put a smile on my face.

"hey y/n, what's got you so happy?" jordan asks. "vinnie." i lie and see maddy smirk. i seal my lips into a straight line and walk out the house, going to the spot.

••••

i sit on the mountain, looking down at the city below me. i feel the cool wind hit my face as tears keep pouring. i feel like i'm not enough, i feel empty inside, i just feel numb all around.

i sigh and burry my head into my knees, sobbing to myself. "i'm here my love." i hear vinnie's calm voice as he wraps his arms around me, pulling me into his chest.

"i'm always here for you y/n. you don't have to fake how you feel." "i'm not, i just think i'm okay when i'm not. i'm trying but it feels like it's not enough. can i give up?" i groan.

"no you're not. look at me. you're not giving up y/n, you're gonna take care of yourself and make sure you put yourself first, before anybody." his hands cupping my face.

my eyelids feel weak due to all the crying. "come on, let's go home." he holds my hand.

••••

i'm laying on our bed, silently crying again. it's all i've been doing for these past three months. everything i do is wrong and i'm not myself, i know i'm not.

i slowly drift off to sleep, my head pounding and eyes sore.

A/N
-n.
something short tbh.