*recap*
chase: yeah. everyday until he or she is born.
*end of recap*
i smile and he moves his hand off of my stomach, he pulls my shirt back down and pulls the blankets over us more. i lay my head on his chest and he wraps one of his arms around me and rests the other one on top of my stomach, i yawn and fall asleep a couple of minutes later. about a week has passed since i told chase about the baby, right now we're on our way to the hospital to find out the gender.
chase: besides being healthy and happy what do you want? a boy or a girl?
addison: i kinda want a boy. i've thought about a few names for each gender but i want a boy. what do you want?
chase: i want a boy too. if it's a boy we could do dinosaur theme and if it's a girl we could do a butterfly theme but dinosaur would look pretty badass.
addison: *laughs* of course that's what you think of.
chase laughs, he moves his hand onto my stomach.
addison: we should probably talk about how this is gonna work.
chase: what do you mean?
addison: like the living situation for the baby.
chase: i thought you were just gonna move in? that way we'd have our happy own little family.
addison: i didn't know that was your plan. you didn't tell me.
chase: i would think it would be obvious that you'd move in. it would be kinda pointless for you just to live at colby's then have me come over or you come over whenever to see the baby. we'd basically be with each other all the time then anyways.
addison: it wasn't obvious to me since we haven't talked about it yet. i'm just a little freaked out if i move in with you.
chase: why? the baby would have their own nursery and we'd have our own room and-
addison: because i like my alone time where i'm away from people and i'm afraid that if i move in with you i won't get that anymore. i won't have my own space to go to when i'm stressed or when i want to be alone.
chase: babe it's a four bedroom house, there would be the babies room, our room and two extra rooms. we could make one of them a safe place for you for when you want to be alone and where no one can bother you. we can decorate it however you want and put whatever you want in it. whatever would make you feel less stressed and comfortable.
addison: that's really sweet chase and i appreciate it but it's still a little scary.
chase: why?
addison: because telling colby that i was pregnant was hard enough and when he hears that i want to move out-
chase: well he can't keep you there forver. you're gonna move out in the future anyways so why not do it now before the baby comes.
addison: i feel like you're not understanding where i'm coming from or what i'm trying to say.
chase: addison you're just gonna move in with me. it will be easier for us and the baby.
addison: chase-
chase: end of discussion. you're moving in. we can go get your stuff packed later. it will be easier.
i let out a quiet sigh and turn my head, i look out the window as he continues to drive. when we get to the hospital chase parks his car and we get out, we walk inside and up to the check-in desk. i check in and the nurse hands me a clip board along with a pen, i walk over to a seat and sit down. chase sits next to me and i start filling the piece of paper out, when i finish filling it out i take it back to the desk. i hand it to the nurse and walk back over to chase.
chase: why do you seem mad?
addison: because you're not thinking about my feelings. you're only thinking about yourself-
chase: do you not wanna move in with me?
addison: that's not even it, i do want to move in with you i just feel like we're moving really fast and that's a big step. i'll be leaving everything and my safe place at colby's and it seems hard and scary.
chase: what do you mean we're moving too fast? you're already fucking pregnant. i mean we might as well move in together. you can't talk about leaving everything behind and leaving your safe place because you don't even know. i left my family and everyone for you, i moved across the country for you addi and now you're saying we're moving too fast?
addison: chase you know what i mean-
chase: no i don't. tell me more-
dr.maxwell: addison brock,
i stand up along with chase, i walk over to the doctor with him following me. we follow the doctor into a room.
dr.maxwell: good morning addison. sorry we had to have you come in so early. this is the only time we could get you in.
addison: it's okay.
dr.maxwell: do you mind if i ask who this is? is this a friend, another brother?
chase: i'm dad.
dr.maxwell: oh okay; well congratulations on the baby. i'm glad you told him addison.
addison: yeah. me too.
dr.maxwell: alright well you know the drill. hop right up here for me.
i nod my head and lay down on the bed thing, i pull my shirt up and the doctor puts the cold gel on my stomach. he turns the monitor on and chase walks over to me, he grabs my hand and dr.maxwell starts moving the small monitor around on it. a heartbeat pops up then we see a baby a second later, i smile and watch the screen. he moves the monitor down a bit.
dr.maxwell: did you guys want to know the gender or do you want it to be a suprise?
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