Trustworthy help

121.

So the time has come.
I get into my car and start on my way home.
On my way to end this fight one way or another.

-Corpse-

I pick my shaking body off the bathroom floor.
Exhausted, Tired and emotional.
I won't get her back by crying and panicking.

I make my way downstairs, taking a deep breath.

I put on a jacket and my shoes before getting my keys.
I need her back.
My shaking hand reaches for the door knob...

-Amelia-

I walk up to the door and take a deep breath.
I just have to head inside.

I reach for the doorknob and turn it before pulling the door open.

Corpse, dressed in his black pants and white shirt.
I look up in surprise, and he meets me with equal surprise.

'You...' I don't really know what to say. I didn't expect to see him right by the door. After a second he snaps out of it a little and steps aside so I can walk in. I do and close the door behind me. When I turn back to where he's standing, I get pulled into a hug. I carefully hug his shaking and cold body back. I can feel by how he's holding me and how he's trembling, that he had a panic attack not too long ago.

'Where were you going?' I ask. 'To you.' He says. I frown in confusion, knowing he didn't know where I was. 'But You didn't know where I went.' I say. 'Doesn't matter. I'll look in all the corners of the world in order to find you.' He says. My grip on his shirt tightens at his words as my eyes fill up with tears. 'I needed to in order to apologize.' His deep voice says, making his chest rumble. I hold onto him as if scared of him disappearing into thin air if I let go. 'I can't bare loosing you. Please don't make me loose you.' He whispers. I pull back, now holding both his arms. His eyes meet mine 'you do know you're an asshole, right?' I ask. He chuckles 'Yeah, I do.' He says.

God I've missed him.

I stand on my tippy toes so I can lay my forehead against his.
'Don't make me leave again. Please... I-'
He moves his hand to the back of my neck and pulls me on for a kiss, cutting off what I was going to say.

'As long as you will come back, I will not make you leave.'
A little confused but blushing because of the kiss, I look him in the eyes.

Tired and emotional.

'Even if you don't come back, I'll find you again.' He says.
I let go off his arms so I can hug him again.

'My military life is my burden to carry. Here, at home, is ours. This is our life.'
He picks me up, making me cling to him.
'Understood.'

I giggle as he throws me onto the couch.
I move up while giggling, wanting to get off, put corpse moves to hover over me before dropping down on me. 'I missed you.' He says as he nuzzles his face into the crook of my neck, his breath on my skin making me shiver. 'You're heavy.' I say as I move my hands to his shoulders and lay them there, feeling his muscles under my touch. He chuckles. His whole body is relaxed as he squishes me. One last deep breath lets me know he's about to sleep.

I move one of my hands from his shoulder and to his hair.
I start to play with it.

'I love you.'