Lily's Secret

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"He dosen't deserve your grief" Indego said as she opened the curtains making me groan "because Yn black doesn't fall in love"

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"He dosen't deserve your grief" Indego said as she opened the curtains making me groan "because Yn black doesn't fall in love"

"But she does-but I did Indego,I am in love and I fucking hate it"

Indego frowned,placing down my Gryffindor robes and walking over to me,opening her arms

"Come here sugar" she said and I sighed,crawling into her arms "I know it hurts when you see the boy your in love with falling in love with another girl" I groan louder

"Is this what heart break feels like?" Indego stays silent,her breathing shortening

"Yeah,yeah I think it is..does it feel like you wanna cry and sleep all day?"

"Yes"

"And does it physically hurt you to see him?"

"Yes"

".....do you want him?" I stay silent this time

How could I not?

"No?"

"Don't lie to me" Indego says,lightly nudging my shoulder "do you want him?"

"Badly" indegos grip tightens and she gently begins to brush her fingers through my hair

"It'll all be ok" she whispers

"What will?"

"Everything" she says again and I close my eyes

Moments like these I really treasured and thanked god that he chose Indego to be in my life

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Indego dragged me downstairs where we were met with Remus Sirius and Peter who were all sitting grumpily on the couch

I went to pull Indego towards them so she could make up with Sirius but she shook her head no

"You have to talk to him" I whisper to her

"I don't want to"

"For me?" She looks at me,and sighs before walking over to Sirius,flopping down onto the couch next to him

"Hi" she says,he stares at her confused and shocked before slowly raising his arm and wrapping it around her shoulder making me roll my eyes

And suddenly I was picked up of the ground

"Put me down!" I squeal in the persons arms

"Missed me black?" I smirk

"Yeah I guess I missed you Lupin" he puts me down and without a second thought I wrap my arms around him and he snuggled into my shoulder

"You guys are honestly adorable" a girl says and I feel my face turn red as I recognise the voice

Looking up I nearly tear up as I see lily wrapped in James arms,he was smiling down at her,not bothering to care about anything else

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