Love or hate?

A single tear

"Dear Yn,Sirius

I'm sure you know who it is,how could you possibly not? You hopefully know my incredible handwriting by now and let's hope you also know that coming after me is a dumb idea,I know one of the two of you have been thinking about 'saving' me,your not hero's,so don't bother,and I'm too deep in to be dragged back out,I love you both more then you could imagine,but now it's my time to do something dramatic and awesome like you both did,I'm here to slash our family name,and hopefully you both know better then to write back,so don't,Merry Christmas

:)

Love,Reggie"

On the bottom corner,a single dry tear,and to top all of it of,his stupid signature smiley face

And just like that,my heart broke

"What's wrong?" Sirius' tired voice spoke as he grabbed my hand,giving it a gentle squeeze

I hand him the letter and let go of his hand,walking out of the hospital wing to try not to cry or anything,it was empty,the people that stayed were most likely hanging out at hogesmeade,the boys were and since Sirius was still miserably in hospital I decided to stay back

Then my owl came in and handed me this letter,and here we are

It wasn't long before Mcgonagall came around the corner,obviously on her way to Dumbledores office but as she saw me the look on her face was a mixture between anger and sadness,She walks up to me and takes me in her arms,rubbing small circles on my back

"What's wrong dear?" She asks and I pull away,wiping a quick tear that dropped from my eye

"Nothing Minnie,I'm all g" I say making her frown at me

"I'm a Witch Ms Black,not stupid" I let out a chuckle as she begins to walk us in a direction,her hand on my back "is it about Sirius? I heard he's alright"

"No No,Sirius is fine..." I know I could trust Mcgonagall,but I couldn't trust that she wouldn't tell Dumbeldore or someone with higher authority to look at the note

They would knows what Reggie was talking about

As soon as they read the note they'll know he's a death eater

"I just miss my brother" I lie,I know she didn't believe me but none the less she sighs and gives me a small smile

"Let's go have some tea dear"

-Regulus Pov-

My arm stung,a slurred yell escaping my mouth,I had to cover my mouth just to stop the sound from escaping

The ugly dark mark on my arm begun to move and I couldn't help but feel even more nervous and scared by what all the death eaters were being called for

The door opens and my father,looks down at me before standing up straight

"The Dark Lord requests our presences" he says "get up boy"

He grabs me by the back of my shirt and pulls me out of my room,shoving me down the stairs while he's not long to follow

We make it to the dining room,the doors were closed but there's no doubt there's a bunch of people on the other side

"Don't act like a fool" is all he says before the doors magically sweep open

"Regulus Black" a voice fills the room sending shivers down my spine "come closer boy"

I obey the creepy voice,gulping as I stepped more towards the light,a bunch of people with these creepy masks on stood around the large table but one man,the only one without a mask was staring at me with a delighted look on his face

He had no nose,no hair,definitely not the colour of a human and more like an alien and he...was very Uhh..dead looking

"He's a worthy fit" one woman whispers,though I don't know who "he'll do perfect for the mission" a random man speaks out,and soon the room fills with whispers and small talk and I feel my face drain all its colour

"You think you have what it takes to become,a death eater?" The man asks and everybody falls silent

No,of course not,I hated every part of knowing I was raised by death eaters and I'm only doing this to get revenge,get vengeance for Yn and for Sirius and for all the innocent muggle born kids and teenagers and adults your ugly ass killed

"Yes" I say simply,not wanting to over or under step the line

"Good" he says "come here boy"

I walk hesitantly over to him and a gross smile creeps across his face as he holds his hand out

I hesitantly place my arm in it and he looks the dark mark up and down

Then,he smirks,muttering something about me now being a death eater and a loyal follower of himself

But I couldn't listen as the pain I tried to hide filled up my body again and I tried my hardest to keep my scream in as his wand did something to the dark mark

Then I felt faint,my father congratulated me along with the other death eaters

And then I went back to my room,and fainted ,from the pain I presume,but that wasn't even the worse part

No,the worst part is knowing I won't survive this,not at all

But,I guess everyone's gotta die someday huh?

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*chokes on water,gets hit by bus,gets struck by lightning,dies,resurrects,gets bitten by dog,laughs,cries,writes chapter*

Hmm,I'm thinking maybe I need tea or something

Hey besties,guess who can't get a fricken break from her god Damn teachers and who was given five assignments due in the span of one month ;)

Ya girl,me💔

Ly all,at least you guys keep me motivated