The Boy Next Door (Completed)

Chapter 50

 

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Learning to Breathe

By: Switchfoot

 

 

Hello, good morning, how ya do? 

What makes your rising sun so new? 

I could use a fresh beginning too 

All of my regrets are nothing new

I woke up with a heavy heart.

These days, I hardly had enough sleep. Thanks to him. I couldn’t get him out of my head.

 Right now, it seems like we’re slowly drifting apart. No explanations. No apologies.

So this is the way 

that I say that I need You 

This is the way 

This is the way 

I slowly stood and went to the comfort room.

Today, my friends and I are going to Nasugbu, Batangas.

Am I still hoping he’d show up? Yes.

Am I stupid to still hope he’d show up? Yes. That’s how stupid I became, since I realized that I love him.

 I hate him. I hate him for doing this to me. But no, I won’t allow myself to drown in misery. I won’t.

That I'm learning to breathe 

I'm learning to crawl 

I'm finding that You and 

You alone can break my fall 

I'm living again, awake and alive 

I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies 

I sighed. Life must go on.

If he chose to appear and come with us, that would be great.

And if not? It’s okay.

I would be okay. I should, and I can.

Hello, good morning, how ya been? 

Yesterday left my head kicked in 

I never thought I could fall like that 

Never knew that I could hurt this bad