Us { A BTS FF AU } ✔️

welcome home

Y/N POV

Opening my eyes, I was met with the white ceiling of the hospital. I looked around, feeling warmth radiating from seven bodies and I smiled as I see my men sleeping next to me, huddled together and huddled close to me. I wiggled up, wincing as I felt the fatigue in my body and the fatigue in my lower tummy. I leaned back, reaching my hand up and running my fingers through my closet soulmates' hair, which happened to be Chim and Yoonie. 

They snuggled close to me and I looked around the room as I see the cradle of our baby boys. I gasped as I see them sleeping soundly, looking so healthy despite being born a month early. I felt my soulmates stirring and see them open their eyes and I smiled at them as they checked on our baby boys first before checking up on me. Their eyes widened and tears started to well in their eyes as they see me awake. 

No words were spoken. I remember me in my death bed, remember the whispers my soulmates had whispered as they begged me to wake up, to come back. I remember the agony in their voices, the hopelessness laced in their words as they cried out to me. I remember the voices of Eomma and Appa leading me back to Earth after catching up, after saying goodbye once more. 

I remember the warmth filling me up once more, the feeling of my heart beating once more, my soulmates hands' on my arms, on my hands, on my legs, in my hair. I remember opening my eyes briefly, seeing them look at me with hope in their eyes before I went back to sleep.

Weakly opening my arms, I gave them a small smile, chuckling as our closest soulmate, Yoonie, crawled into my bed and snuggled into me, resting his head in the crook of my neck. I felt his tears run down his face and I shushed him gently, reassuring him, reassuring them that I was still here. That I came back. That I am alive. 

I gave individual hugs to my soulmates, letting them know that they weren't dreaming, that it wasn't a cruel trick of reality, that they won't wake up to find me laying on the bed, lifeless and cold. Our soulmate bond throbbed with love and it throbbed stronger than it ever did. They placed numerous kisses on my lips, on my forehead, my cheeks, my nose. They held me like I was a fragile, but ever now and then, they would tighten their grip on me. 

I leaned back, getting the glass of water on the bedside table and sipping on it, feeling a little short of breath. Chim was the closest one to me, eyes watching my every more with worry, hands out to make sure that I didn't need help. I gave him a smile as I placed the glass back down on the table, looking at our baby boys. 

" Can I hold them?" I asked stupidly. My soulmates beamed. Tae, Jinnie and Koo gently picked up the babies, walking towards me, quietly so that they won't wake up the sleeping beings. I held my arms out for Jinnie's and he put his little baby boy in my arms. I looked down at him, smiling as I see the delicate nose and delicate lips that our little baby boy had inherited from his biological father. " Have you thought of their names?" 

" Ani, baby girl. We wanted to.. wait for you to wake up," Jinnie says, stroking my cheek. I smiled, looking down at our baby boy. Our second baby boy. 

" How about.. Minjun?" I asked, thinking of my Appa. My soulmates looked at each other and nodded. 

" I liked that. Kim Minjun. Junnie for short," Jinnie said. I smiled. " It sounds like my name." 

" It's my Appa's name," I said softly, looking down at our baby boy and seeing him wiggle in his sleep before staying still, breathing gently with his eyes tightly closed. I smiled, placing a soft kiss on Minjun's cheek before handing him back to Jinnie, who cradled him gently and rocked him. Jinnie held his biological son for a while before giving him to Joonie, who looked scared at the thought of carrying our baby boy. I laughed as Joonie's face turns bright red, tense and scared for awhile before relaxing and rocking Minjun.