Us { A BTS FF AU } ✔️

come back to us

" Our time is up, Y/N."

I looked up in alarm, looking at my Eomma and Appa with wide eyes. 

" What do you mean?" I asked. Eomma stroked my cheek with affection. 

" You couldn't have possibly thought that you will be staying with us, did you?" she chuckled sadly. " You still have a whole life ahead of you, Y/N. Your soulmates are worried and they think you're dead. The longer you stay here in Heaven, the harder it is to go back. You still have so much to live for. Your little boys need you and your soulmates need you as well."

" But.. that means.. you won't be there anymore.." I said, eyes welling up with tears once more. The past few minutes felt like a blessing. I was able to talk to my Eomma and Appa once more after years and years of wondering what it would feel like to be in their arms once more. 

Appa stroked my hair. " We have never left your side, Y/N. We were always there. Watching over you. Guiding you. We were the ones to brush your nightmares away to bring back the memories of us when you were little. We were, we are your Guardian Angels. Until the day you come here for good, we will keep on continuing to be your Guardian Angel."

" Why can't you come back?" I asked. Appa and Eomma shook their head. 

" Our fate was decided before we were even born, Y/N. We can't change what was meant to happen. You are only here as a visitor. Giving birth is a pathway to Death, and we allowed you to come here briefly to talk to you. Now, our time is up and we have to say goodbye," Eomma said. 

" Will I see you again?" I asked. 

" In time," Appa said. 

" How long until I see you again?" I asked, a lump forming at the back of my throat. 

" A very long time, Y/N. You'll live a very long life with your soulmates and your little ones. We'll be watching over you, making sure you're safe. All of you," Appa said. 

" You won't leave my side?" I asked, the clouds fading around me as the faces of Eomma and Appa start to blur. 

" Never. We love you, our little Marshie," Eomma said. 

" I love you, Eomma. Appa. So much," I said gently. 

" We love you, our little Angel. Say hello to our grandkids, our son-in-laws and Joonwoo-ah for us, will you?" Appa asked. I nodded. 

" I will," I said. 

Eomma and Appa disappeared, and the same light that took me here in the first place came back. I could hear soft whispers from the other side and I could feel some tears on my cheeks that I knew weren't mine. I could feel someone clutching my hand with all their might. 

" Sunshine.. sunshine.. come back.. please, please."

My heart clenched, hearing the agony in Hoba's voice. I heard our other soulmates say their pleas as well and I could feel the strength of our soulmate bond grow stronger as I allowed myself to go back to Earth, leaving Eomma and Appa behind in the clouds above. I could hear Eomma and Appa saying goodbye to me, whispering sweet 'i love you's as I ventured the journey back. They were right; I had stayed too long up Here and it was hard for me to go back. But I knew I could do it. I knew I could be in my soulmates' arms once more. I knew I could do it as I felt the strength of our soulmate bond pull me towards them, and their voices began to sound clearer and closer than it did moments ago. 

As I made my way Down to Earth, I saw snippets of our future together: a happy family, with little ones running around, dogs running around whom I knew were Yeontan and Holly. I saw our little ones graduating primary, intermediate and high school, going into university to follow their dreams. I saw Hoba, Joonie, Yoonie and Chim looking down at their biological little ones as we all crowded around them, me laying down on the bed as I wrapped my arms around our little boys.