SEE YOU IN HEAVEN [FANTASERIES #2]

PROLOGUE

SEE YOU IN HEAVEN

Prologue

warning: suicide 

Will you end my pain?

Will you take my life?

Will you bleed me out?

I'm scared of heights. Nasa rooftop ako ng isang building ng mamahaling hotel habang nakatitig sa kawalan. All I can see was the star like lighting of fast cars passing by from below. I can hear their familiar sounds. Nang tumagal ang pagtitig ko sa ibaba ay hindi ko nakayanan. I looked up above, and I saw the moon on its peak.

Sobrang liwanag ng buwan. Mukhang full moon. I'm not even aware of the date.

Anong araw na ba ngayon?

Anong oras na?

Will you hang me out to dry?

Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?

While I'm falling apart

While I'm going

Nanatili ang tingin ko sa buwan. They say that moon was always envious to the sun. May sarili kasing liwanag ang araw. It can shine without being dependent to others. But they say, the moon didn't realize that itself was okay to be dependent enough to the sun...dahil sa kakarampot na liwanag na nakukuha niya mula kay haring araw, the moon was able to lighten up the dark days of someone—somebody.

Na sa kabila ng dilim, may liwanag pa'din.

People can use the little light from the moon to guide their way. Moon wasn't aware enough to realize it.

Masyado siyang naiinggit.

Masyado siyang malungkot.

Madalas magtago sa makakapal na ulap.

Not knowing people are depending to him. That his light was the most important during darkest days.

Napabuntong hininga ako. "If you didn't hide through my darkest days, maybe I was able to see my way home."

Will you end my pain?

Will you take my life?

Will you bleed me out?

Will you hang me out to dry?

Iniwas ko na ang tingin ko sa buwan. I took a step back from the railings of the rooftop. Natawa ako ng mahina. Kaunting pagkakamali nalang pala, mahuhulog na ako sa 30 floor hotel.

I smiled lifelessly. I'm rich so I was able to check in, in this kind of hotel—30 floors or more—I don't know. A 5-star hotel. They offer a pampered service. Wala akong masabi. Their food was good. Their staffs were kind enough. Their facilities are amazing. Maganda ang hotel.