Envy

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Kurapika considered himself a righteous man. He'd done unrighteous things, but they were for a cause. He valued justice and honesty. He respected his fellow people, and was therefore respected by many.

So why the hell was he feeling this level of envy? He was staring at Leorio with a torrential mix of hate and jealousy because how could Leorio be so good looking without even trying? It made him furious!

Kurapika could think about all the things he'd be able to do if he'd been born into a body as tall and strong as his. He'd be able to reach the high shelves. He'd be able to lift things and people and give aid to those in need. And he was handsome. He looked like a man, not a young boy. God knows what Kurapika would give to be like Leorio.

Kurapika clenched his fists to fight off the sinful thoughts. Envy is wrong. Other sins are forgivable if they are for the sake of others. Envy is selfish. I mustn't think this way.

The only way Kurapika could think of to overcome his envy was to distance himself. If he stopped seeing Leorio, then he wouldn't feel jealous. Simple, isn't it?

Leorio was having a very similar problem. He was watching the blond man sitting at the bar. His body was so delicate and curved and pretty.

Leorio wanted to be pretty. He wanted to be adored for his soft features and feminine face. He wanted to be small and swift, and strong and sturdy. He wished he'd been born in Kurapika's body.

The blond could get any lover he wanted. Men loved bodies like Kurapika's. Women did too. Leorio sure as hell did. His body was soft and supple and could fit in the palm of your hand.

Leorio felt both envy and lust for Kurapika. If he couldn't have his body, he wanted to be inside it. He wanted to fuck Kurapika so so sweetly. He wanted to feel the body he was so jealous of.

Both men stood at the same time, and made eye contact. For a moment, they held it. Their contrasting objectives had to come to a compromise. Kurapika looked away and left for the exit. Leorio followed with urgency.

Kurapika knew he was being pursued, so he picked up his pace. Even with shorter legs he could easily outrun Leorio. He needed to get away. To keep his own soul and body clean, he needed time away from Leorio to heal his self esteem.

"Kurapika!" Leorio stumbled on uneven patch of pavement. "Please, come here. I need to tell you something!"

Kurapika slowed to a stop. Fine, this is the last thing he will ever say to me before I leave. "What is it, Leorio?"

The shorter man turned to see the other walking up to him, a bit winded and a bit buzzed from the alcohol. When he finally drew near, he stood to his full height.

"Have I ever told you how much I love your body?" He blurted stupidly.

"Excuse me?"

"I mean... Kurapika you're just so pretty. And plush and cute and wonderful and-"

"That's enough." Kurapika's face was red.

"I wish I were you." Leorio confessed, leaning over to move some hair from Kurapika's face. "You have everything I want."

"Everything?" Kurapika raised an eyebrow.

"Everything." Leorio confirmed. "Voice, hair, face, body... look at you. You're ethereal."

Kurapika looked away. It was hard too have the subject of his envy tell him such lovely things about his insecurities. He didn't want to hear it. He wanted to stay bitter and angry. He didn't want to accept his own worthless body.

"Kurapika..." Leorio cupped his cheek. "You look like you don't believe me."

"You're drunk." Kurapika reasoned. "You're saying things you don't mean."

"First of all, I'm not a lightweight, so one single alcoholic beverage isn't enough to get me drunk. Secondly, even if I was, i would still be telling the truth. Drunk words are sober thoughts and all that." Leorio held both of his hands. "Will you let me prove it? I can prove that you are perfect."

"How do you plan to do that?" Asked the man who knew it to be impossible.

Leorio smiled a tiny bit. "Have sex with me. I'll show you how much I love your body. And maybe you can see how to love it too."

"You shouldn't be saying those things in public. Besides..." Kurapika started to pull away. "It's not so much that I hate my body, it's the fact that I wish I had yours."

"My body is all yours, sunshine. Just say the word."

Kurapika sighed. "It's more complicated than that. But thank you."

Leorio squeezed his hands. "I'm sorry. This is the best I can offer."

Kurapika shook his head. "You are so naive to think that my problems will disappear just because we make love."

"It's not a cure-all," Leorio admitted, kissing him on the ear. "But it's pretty dang close."

"You have five seconds to convince me." Kurapika said.

Leorio kissed him. Nice, hot, and good. Right on the mouth. He counted to five in his head, making sure Kurapika couldn't even think about anything besides this kiss.

Leorio pulled away, leaving a trail of saliva (gross). Kurapika tried to lean in again, but he evaded. They were both breathing hard and starting to sweat.

He laughed once. "Five seconds."

"Sold." Kurapika dove in for another kiss.

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Horny jail

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