LeoPika short stories and one shots!

"Nervous"

Dear author, what could the quotation marks on the chapter title mean?
My dear reader, it is because this chapter is NSFW that means Not Safe For Work, aka smut, aka lemon, aka SEX!
Please be responsible and only read if you're 18 or older. I cannot force you not to read, also I know you've been waiting for this day for a long time. So here, I present to you: a ticket to horny jail.
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Kurapika was sitting on his bed, and he was nervous. More than nervous, he was scared and embarrassed.

Leorio had been hinting at it all day, and Kurapika had feigned ignorance for long enough: Leorio wanted to have sex. He wanted it tonight. But Kurapika didn't. Well, he didn't not want sex, he just... had a problem. A big problem. One that terrified him and filled him with a strange sense of shame.

Kurapika was a virgin. He had never even touched himself... um, back there. He didn't know how to prepare himself, physically or mentally. That's why he started crying when Leorio came into the room.

"What's wrong, honey?" Leorio was changing into his sleepwear when he heard Kurapika's sniffle.

"I'm sorry." He said, unsure of what else to say.

"If you're not in the mood, it's okay, really. We can wait for another time." Leorio went to the bathroom and flicked off the lights before returning to the bed. He sat next to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "You're not in trouble and I don't love you any less."

"Leorio I'm-" the words caught in his throat. He took a shaky breath. "I'm scared."

"Of me? Is it something I did?"

Kurapika shook his head. He covered his face with his hands. "I'm a virgin."

"You are?"

"Yes." Kurapika let out a sob. "I wanted to tell you earlier. But I didn't want you to know."

"Aww, baby." Leorio said gently. "There's nothing wrong with being a virgin. But it's important that you told me. I want to make this as consensual as possible, so I need all the facts. But, trust goes both ways, so I should tell you everything as well."

Leorio laid down and put a hand on Kurapika's back. "I um, I don't like being spanked. God, that sounded so embarrassing. Same with choking, it's not something I'm comfortable doing to you, either."

Kurapika could breathe easier now. "I've never... uh, how do I say this... I've never taken it up the ass before."

"Nothing? Not even fingers?"

Kurapika shook his head. Saying these things aloud was so uncomfortable. "And I have only ever watched gay porn once."

"No wonder you were scared." Leorio sighed. "Do you... want to watch some together?"

"And masturbate?" Kurapika made a face. "I hate that I'm saying this out loud."

Leorio laughed. "I know. It's uncomfortable at first. But uh, as for your question, I... I could do it for you? Or I could give you a blow job? If you'd like that more?"

"You would do that for me?" Kurapika looked over at him for probably the first time all night.

"Yeah. I want you to feel good. We can take our time and ease into a sexual relationship, it doesn't have to be all at once." Leorio rubbed his back. "So what do you want to do tonight? A blowjob or mutual handjob? You can choose neither if you want."

Kurapika did not look at Leorio. "How can you say such... crass things with such a loving face?"

Leorio sighed. "Because my love is bigger than my embarrassment. And it helps that I've done this before, so I know what to expect. It's okay, sunshine, I'll guide you through it. You've got nothing to worry about."