SO THIS IS LOVE (Under Revision)

FLINN

FLINN

Being a son of a veteran actor and a famous model is hard. You'll eat alone. Driver is the one who will fetch you at school. Housemaid will do what your mother should, feed you, take care of you, support you, and take time with you. They don't have a single time as a parent because they are busy with their life in front of the camera.

Since as a 5 years old Flinn playing alone, eating alone, doing homeworks alone he became used to it. His parents didn't notice how he changed, and how lonely he is. At the age of 6 he already knew how to fake his mother's signature to sign his assignments, even his report card at school.

"Ano?! Nanlalaki ka na naman?!" sigaw ng Daddy niya sa mommy niya. Kagagaling lang sa trabaho ng dalawa. Kung hindi uuwi ay ganito rin naman ito kung sabay na umuwi. "Kaya ka alis nang alis! The media is always near us! What do you expect me to do?! Hayaan ka?!"

"I don't have any man! I'm a model! What do you expect to do?! Magstay dito sa bahay? There's a lot of opportunities for me in other countries than here just because I have a son!"

Tumakbo si Flinn papunta sa k'warto niya. Kinuha niya ang cellphone niya at earphones at nakinig na lang ng tugtog kaysa marinig ang sigawan ng magulang niya na halos dumaundong na sa buong kabahayan.

Habang nagkakaisip ay doon niya narealize na his parents didn't even get married because of love. It's because of their faces, ayaw nito na madumihan ang reputasyon nilang dalawa. In short he hate himself more than his mother hates him.

Ipinanganak siya not to be loved, that's what he keeps on telling to himself. Their family has power and wealth that's why he's very important but never been seen in front of the camera.

Maaga nabuntis ang mommy niya sa kaniya. He doesn't have any siblings, he is just all alone. That's why he becomes so distant to other people. His room is soundproof because when their house is into renovation he ended up wanting a soundproof room. He's collecting many instruments, albums, and many more related to music because he has a lot of money as his allowance. Lahat ng pera ay halos ibuhos na sa kaniya not the time he wanted.

He always listens to a song, plays some instruments, tries to dance, and sings alone in his room. No one knows that he has a talent because he doesn't want to show it. He doesn't even have an interest in being in a relationship because he's not into sweet and clingy things. He can't imagine being in a serious relationship because he grew up watching his parents trouble at their house, not even bothered that he might hear and see it.

One day he tried to audition in a company and he got disqualified. The 2nd attempt wasn't good because he has a fever and he can't perform and act naturally because of it.  On his 3rd attempt he got in and he met Tyrone. Naging makulit ito at halos magsisi na siya dahil sa pinansin niya pa ito. Halos lagi na silang nagkakasama dahil mas nakabuntot na ito sa kaniya kaysa kay Hiro na kakilala rin nito.

Pero isang linggo pa lang ay hindi na rin nakapasok sa susunod na round si Tyrone and he stayed. Bumalik siya ulit sa dati at kahit hindi naman sila sobrang matagal na magkasama ni Tyrone ay hindi na siya sanay na wala ng nakabuntot sa kaniya. And also the thing is he ended early too. Pinag-iinitan siya dahil sa attitude niya that's why a week after Tyrone left he got disqualified too.

"Parati ka raw wala rito sa bahay?" tanong ng Daddy niya habang nag-aayos na naman ito ng maleta. "Parati ka raw naalis. Saan ka ba pumupunta?"

Nakahawak siya sa strap ng bag niya at ibinalibag ito sa sofa bago naglakad papalapit sa couch at naupo. Kinuha niya kaagad ang phone niya at nagscroll kahit na kinakausap pa siya ng Daddy niya at nag-aantay ng sagot niya.